~ Not the best Gudbye

I'm quitting my job. Leaving my not so lovely office. haha =P
Pasti rindu my office yang selalu choas!

Leaving my job. my routine doesn't be the same after this. No more calculation yang amat tension when end of month. haha ;D

Leaving my man & Mika in Ampang.
Owh, break off with my boyfriend (my car) too.... *sdg frust gila ni*

New challenge for me is coming. I have leave everything just to fulfill my passion.
Harap ia berbaloi.
kawan2, wish me luck okey...

p/s: I may not be blogging for now. bile dah settle everything, I'll be writing A.S.A.P

~ entry maaf - Faizal Tahir

I am a big fan kepada Faizal Tahir. Die sangat intelligent dalam memperjuangkan genre music nya. Sebab itu i like him.

tapi,

Kejadian ini berlaku di Carefour Ampang. I and Charming singgah Carefour dari meeting di Hulu Langat. Waktu naik escalator (zul tolong spell this one => ).....

The man in front of us (about a meter or two from us) was so smart & hot. His style ala2 macam Faizal Tahir...

Si Charming yg sibuk main SMS dgn sape ntah...Then, mulut ku yg xda insuranss ini terlepas cakap, tp mmg ckp pada charming. bukan pada lelaki in front of us tu...dgn nada yg agak x berapa perlahan (aku rase cam level amplitude biase je.. ehehe =P )

'Ek eleh... pakai camni, die ingat die Faizal Tahir ke? Poyo gile'
sambil cuit charming.

Charming cubit balik. Aku tgk lelaki tu...die toleh...


OMG! He is really Faizal Tahir...
kerana malu, aku terus bukak handphone..buat2 tgh type SMS...

Sorry to Abg Faizal Tahir.
I didn't mean too.. saya berkata begitu kerana saya x suka ade org tiru gaya faizal tahir. u r FT and the only one FT!!
Sorry =(
tp saya mmg minat kamu, FT!

~ Crying is Suck !

hoho~~ Feeling down today...

i remembered the last time i cried adalah sewaktu my classmate, Miss Mun menfitnah saya kepada Husni.
Well, Husni has come to settle down all the misunderstanding.
Happilly ever after akhirnya~

Setahun lebih jugak perkara tu blaku. That was the last time i cried. Ditinggalkan kekasih juga aku tak nangis. Tabah gila kan.

but today, the same day that my bitch classmate make me cried last year
(waktu itu die berperangai spt bitch memfitnah org, tp dah insaf kot skang)
aku menangis.

Kenapa? aku pun x pasti mengapa... mayb sbb aku masih sakit, emosi ku x stabil.

Tp aku hampa...hampa pada diriku... Lemah & tak kuat.
Aku benci sbb aku lemah. hurm...

feeling so

Down. Stress. Sick. Die.

~ Tak Sihat...

The Sya is currently tengah sakit. flu, fever & muntah2 juga..

sudah 2 days tidak makan apa2..
This is the best diet ever. AKA i'm STARVING, but everything tastes like mucus. ya,Gross. I know.

Saya sangat benci sakit !!
I've never had the bad flu before, and i now understand why everyone who has had it says that you basically want to die for 3 - 7 days. haha
Well, i'm on 2nd day, and everytime i think things are getting better, something new comes along like muntah2 on this morning. Benci lah~

Thus, esok kena kerja juga. Kerana sangat banyak kerja need to be settle..
*sigh*



P/S : As much as i love living alone, it's times like these that i wish my mom was in the same house with me. Her homemade chicken soup would do wonders for me right now... Rindu Mak!!

Kegembiraan tu Tuhan boleh tarik bile2 je Sya....

owh..suke sgt weekend aritu, pg jln2, dating2, shopping2... amik ko Sya
Rase kan penangan selepas kegembiraan!!


Monday
- did calculation so badly. byk salah okey! smpi aku kena kira byk kali!!!
- proposal rejected (aku tak perlu comment pasal perkara ini. kalau aku comment aku rasa aku akan hantuk kepala sendiri kat dinding-tekanan oke?)

Tuesday
- kene mara dalam opis (padan muke kau, pergi makan2 lagik!)
- proposal di re-reject. &*^#&@!)*#%~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday
- Charming bg grammar test gara2 salah eja. sebut ape kawan2? he is standing IN the door. dem lar! salah IN dengan AT jer...
- Terpaksa train anak boss... yg poyo~~ ko budget terer, tp kira pun salah..dulu Matematik dapat 9 ye? terpaksa aku kira utk dia!! damn u

Tuesday
- Hurt somebody. oke okey..terlepas ckp la..kalo ko terasa mmg patut pe..btul la aku ckp tu. tp aku rasa bersalah jgk lorr!
- forgot to wish zaharah's Bufday.. Ah, pukul 9 mlm pun,still her birthday lorr...


personal life? don't get me started. tu lg tekanan!


So Sya, jangan suka sangat lain kali..sebab lepas tu mesti ko seksa.

~ Tak Layak

Dan bila ade member yg baru putus cinta lepas ini... jangan ko mintak nasihat dari aku... Sebab aku mmg tak layak nak nasihatkan ko... ayat paling kerap yang aku akan bagi adalah :

"Sabar k...mungkin ada hikmahnya"

jadi, jgn cari aku kalo ko ada masalah cinta!. aku tak tahu penyelesaiannya. hahaha =P

~ The Sya is Marah~

Hari ni betul2 rase macam nak...
hentak kepale orang 14 kali kat bucu meja.
Hentak sampai berdarah
macam la kau tu best sangat...
saiko. Gila. Bodoh

Woi.... hidup ni karma.
kau buat aku, nanti kau kena balik!


marah betul ni.

meow!

eh, silap.
ROARRRRRR!!!

~ My new name

Well, recently I've got new name... cute sangat.. Nak tahu ? ? ?

Maisya


stand for :
Mama + isya

The new name that Mika called me.. Maisya...
Abah smile a lot...