~ Malam ini.

I'm tired. mentally tired. it seems like i can't stop thinking.

there are just so many things on my mind.

every. single. second. i swear.

maybe coz i'm still in the exam.

my stress mood : ON

in the middle of night. someone called me. He may not my special guy, but special enough than other boys. yay...gatal sokmo. haha =p

i was asleep and pick up the phone. and i couldn't remember what he say. but i remembered this:

'Good Night My Puteri Gunung Ledang'

with the background music of kekasih gelapku by ungu.

seriuos. I terus woke up. and smiling like pink roses. blooming.

yes, i am mentally tired. and i just want to shut myself.

but the sweetest thing, sumtimes give us hope to hang around.

owh, the reason why i wrote~~~ ya. die kekasih gelap aku yg x gelap. haha =p

no more question girls. fullstops.

toodles.

~ Aku Benci Soalan itu

i know everyone pun in da mood of exam... exam exam exam.. mmg life seorg student.

but aku benci akan soalan :

Ko dah abis study ke?

Ko tak study ke?

Ko tipu, ko mesti dah abis stdy semua chapter.

Semua soalan busy body... aku x pernah dihujani oleh soalan2 ni waktu aku amik diploma dlu...

siyes... aku benci gile dkt soalan yg mcm ni...

bile aku jwb belum study, mereka2 ini cakap aku tipu...

bila aku jwb, aku x tipu la.... mereka ta percaya.

then, aku nak jwb ape sbb mmg aku lum abis study pun. i am last minute person la.

hey, i do have frend yg jika i kuarkan statement, AKU DAH FINISH ALL CHAPTER atau AKU DAH STUDY... pasti die menggelupur.

friend, ko cari la org lain utk compete, bukan aku. jangan tanya soalan bodoh tu.

rimas ngok bile ko tnye. aku rase cam nak lempang ko je...

dah. pergi ko main jauh2..

jangan kacau hidup aku... jgn skodeng ape aku tgh wat. risaukan diri ko dulu. ko pergi la abiskan chapter ko. baru ko tnye aku! oke.

atau....

aku lempang ko.

pilih la.

owh BTW, kalo aku study perlu ke aku inform kat semua org, dimana, pkul brapa, sampai mane, thp kefahaman, thp ketereran, and etc... ah, korg semua bosan. diam2 sudah!

~ The Things that i shuld AVOID

kak ida: nape shivering? sejuk?

me: ntah.

kak ida : x kan mgigil sbb rindu kot.

me: haha. nonsense. mane ade org dalam dunia ni mgigil sbb rindu!

kak ida: ada. mazni la. the one and only miss him too much~

well, x logik sungguh! but in certain way, kalo benar, i shuld avoid that.

gile punye statement~

BTW, good luck 4 final exam.... jwb betul2 oke! haahaha =p

~ entry sorry lagi =p

This afternoon, Zul and Herman called me. Zul said Herman have a pantun for me... i really felt a bit pelik that eman knows how to pantun coz he's just like too so-modern-guy.

if zul yang pantun, aku rase okey coz die kan the so-sopan-boy... ahaha =p
*zul, aku puji ni... up sket gaji ya boss*

then, zul called me again... opss. eman. he pantun to me..


pulau pandan jauh ketengah,
gunung daik bercabang tiga,
hancur badan dikandung tanah,
budi yg baik dikenang jua...


and....
i laughing. serius kelakar beb...
kenapa?

his intonasi. x da bakat langsung utk berpantun.
pastu ni pantun lama beb.
i mati2 ingat die made a special pantun for me.


but Herman, i really like those moment. both of u &zul, cheer me up dat day..thanks boy

BTW, i'm so so so sorry coz hal itu. i juz cant help it. next time, aku janji aku tolong korg k. Promise! i really sorry ya boys...

~ Money can(t) Buy Happiness

as i'm reading Addin's blog....


Addin kate: so..kesimpulan dia..money is not important. it can't buy happiness.

ahah. i don't quite agree with u there bro.
see, i've been thinking to blog bout this. the moments are never right. haha.
now that someone triggers the blogging cells in my brain i want to say something bout this.

to me, money can actually buy happiness.

well not literally, of course la kan.
you can't go to a shop and say, 'bang, tapau satu kegembiraan'.
tipu lah weh.haha =p

ok give me something that makes u happy.
lets take friends for example. you need to be around your friends to feel happy.

1) if you need to hang out with your friends, you need some amount of money as well. even if it's just around riverside, or pak janggut or 24 hour kedai mamak..ais kosong pun 20 sen ma.

2) if you need to go to your friends' house to hang out with them, you do need to pay for the cabs or rapid which costs at least 1rgt, kan kan kan?


ok give me another one. such as blogging.

1) you need internet connection to blog. and when you have the internet connection, you do need to pay for it. (curik line jiran sebelah rumah is a different thing- but u still need to pay for the electricity for your pc)hahaha.

i know some of you are like *errr...what the hell??*.
i'm just babbling. this is not going anywhere. :D
you can stop reading now. toodles!


p/s : BTW, plz enjoy the the post of Herman about our raya =p

~ Sneek Peek Raya

When Raya goes around, love also in the air...

the red_ not MU oke... middle: Mazni Maisya

My dad and mum... so so sweet couple.. well ma, bile leh dpt guy yg mcm dad ya?

My Mika..opps, Ultraman Mika. =P Ma love U..

Family Open House ~ Muar. ya, i know..ramai smpi x terlayan

My anak buah, ayu nazura the long hair and my former student, ain.

owh, my duit raya. even dah tua pun, i still dpt duit raya tau...



sorry for photo-updating... i hope it is not too late.

BTW, Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin

again.... hehe =P

~ Promising then Padah ~

Yesterday, i terlanggar bucu meja.. and cut off my finger.. tercedera. non stop bleeding dr mlm td smpi pagi ni...

just tlanggar bucu meja, tp bleeding x henti ni kenapa?

Ida : Bleeding x henti ni, ko pegi PKU la... check out
Me : Ala, cikit je.. tp hurt la girl.
Ida : Padan muka ko.. tu la, kalo rungsing... jgn jalan2, g tido je...
Me : I runsing coz i did promise him but x tunaikan pun..
Ida : Maybe luka tu padah sbb ko mungkir janji kot!
Me : ?

yup, mungkin sbb aku x tunaikan janji aku?? well, karma is haunting me..

aku sdg menerima balasan kot... Padan Muka aku

I did promise to Mr Z to give him my homemade raya cookies... unfortunately i always forget to bring it to class. thus, my class always cancel lah.

and sorry boy, i felt guilty for broke my promise.

and saya juga berjanji x kan berjanji lg. hehe =P

coz pasti ada padah kalo mungkir kan...

but how come, my jari is bleeding x henti ni.. what shuld i do???

p/s : i also did promise to Mastura utk beraya kat rumah die this weekend. i hope i can fullfil my promise.

~ Raya Wish -

hi guys. i'll be busy starting tomorrow with my family open house and will be back to university soon..


but first i'd like to dedicate my special raya wish to someone, a bit late actually but still in raya & maaf2 mood kan...

*owh, saya didenda sbenarnya.. and i required to publish this dedication khas utk my frenz yg beraya di Tawau ini bak! *

Special Raya Wish To Herman and His Frenz ( Zuhairi, Rezal and whoever yg close with emang! urm..there are just too many of ur frenz to be mentioned here..i wish i could, but 'fraid might left out some names..so better not. ;D you know who you are kan? *wink*)

selamat hari raya!!

will not be away though..hehe..(will be picture-updating blog)

may u guys have a great raya. i know i will, insyaAllah.

ok dearest, take care..have a good holiday.

Maaf zahir batin. ;)

p/s: willowans, we've been working pretty hard for the past few days (azwan specially).lets have a break and continue after raya k?

~ Puasa & Makan2~

Buka Puasa with Housemate ~ JM2/23 Taman Melewar

-eda, hani, blossom, eyra, chippy, sitido,yuya-

of course, it was filled with kegilaan and i would say that ideas given that buka were the best ever.

chippy 'cherryslutty' cyrus + pet

BTW, quiz kat FB pasal jm2-23, aku dapat fullmark ok.. tu tanda aku caring kat korang, sayam2ku...

Berbuka With My Girls on 11 September at Pinang Sebatang, Parit Raja

Nafsu berbuka yang sangat x dpt tertahan.. ya, kami order lauk byk utk mkn 4 org...

(moja kate kami kebulur thp cipan...jahat ko moja! hehe)

byk ordef pun abis licin gak... kire x mbazir kan kan kan... (sekali lg moja kate 1st time jumpe lauk best, jakun.... statement jeles moja sbb x dpt ikut! haha )

here is my girls.... syafiza,maisya,sitido and *eda who take this photo...the girls who keep the sadness away from our life!

Berbuka Puasa Di Surau Taman Melewar (almost forgot the date =p)

owh.. 4 sept.. already written up in the picture.. hehe =P

kami serumah makan kat talam besar.. seronok & enjoy sgt! eratkan lg hubungan kan..

this day, semua housemate jm2-23 pegi surau, buka, solat sesama... best kan gurls! bile nak wat lg? ehehe *gelak jahat*

~ Jadik cikgu? tak cool lah~

09/09/09 in Kenegaraan Exibition.. meet my old classmate lorr..


the 'friend' : so u're in education field?
me: yes?
the 'friend' : oh my god you're so boring.
me: :) i know!

kamu kata begitu, then ur lecture is boring? hurmmm...
well boring people give you your degree lah cik abg oiii..

education field x boring tau... janji bkn jadik uncivilized people kan?
eh, aren't you??

~ aduh, saket siot!!!

semalam....
he's the reason of me to keep smiling the whole day!

but today,
he's the reason fo me to feel so sakit!! sakit beb! ati aku sakit!!


i told you i don't want to feel this again! sakit beb!!
aku dah warning, tp aku yg degil.. break my own rules... padan muka aku!

dah dah, kau pergi jauh2 dari aku!!!
aku rimas dan aku sakit!!!

tolong kwn2.... btul, cinta itu sakit dan aku cam x serik2 lak!

jauhkan aku dr dia!

~ Posting boring!!

Lama dah x posting blog!

aku bz..dowh~~

biasa la hidup student...

warna2 kehidupan.....

fuh.... aku rindu untuk dapatkan tido yg bkualiti...

x cukup tido nih!!!!!