~My Bday ;'D

03.05.2010. Mazni Maisya's Day

the ones who texted or via facebook:

Abg Farizzul Asyraf (the first one to wish!),freaky, ayu,chippy,kecik,hafriz,akma,aizat,

nadia,ketam,Lomang Bakar a.k.a Zul,Aifiq,nina,menoza,ejat,

hafiz,fiffy,si charming,psycho ex,siti, syafiza, kakak ida,Kak Azieya

ayu syg,abby syg,liyana,tajul,aimi,kak eeja-dut,

intan,zulfadhli, Epen, paeh,adek-dut,pie,jijie, Afend,Nazlizan Nasir,acad and azri

the ones who called:

syud sayamku,Izza,abg wan,ejoi,burn, Abg

the ones who im:

ella,adib,amir,hareez

the ones who left comments on fs/ms/blog:

sis fad,nadia(again),baran,janet my cousin,

intan(again),umie,ejan,jimmy,zatie,arja,waniey, Stargone

the ones who wished in person:

my dutz of course, ayong-dut,nana-dut,umi-dut,papa-dut,

adek-dut,tokmak-dut,aunts and uncles, cousins.

the one who doing the party:

Zul, Azuan, Noor and Fiqah

i love each and every single one of you,

thnx for making my birthday MY DAY.

happy birthday also to those who share the same birthdate with me..

p/s:Too many names and i think i left out some name. Sorry but thanks a lot ;'D

gonna hangout with Zul 2morrow utk tuntut my birthday present ;'D

~ Sedang Exam

mazni. maisya. sedang. exam. hidup. sekarang. penuh. stress. sampai. rasa. nak. pause. sekejap. supaya. boleh. rest.

guys, wish me luck.

btw,tak sabar juga nak tggu holidays. owh cuti semester, i kindly miss u.

mmmmuuuuaaahh....

nnti i nak break off la dgn exam. stress hidup dgnmu. =p

~ Miserable fight happy?

“No one can make you miserable without your permission” (Syafiq)

So true. It is YOUR life. It is YOUR feelings. People are mean. People do mean things to you. People hurt you. What people want to do to you; you can’t control. And yes, you can’t help feeling hurt. BUT you can control how you handle that emotion of yours. You are hurt. Are you gonna break down and be miserable out of things (mean) people do to you?

i used to be that person. but now, generally, I am a happy person. (and i thank God for that) Why? Because I want to be happy. I choose to be happy. I do not let stupid things get in my way. And stupid things do not happen all the time. And when it does, I always tell myself, why be miserable over one thing when you can actually be HAPPY over thousands? Why would I want to let one thing get in my way? Be thankful of what you have, forget what you don’t. I have friends coming up to me telling me how they envy seeing me always happy and laughing. I just don’t get how people see being happy as something so hard to do.

so are you done being sad? enough is enough. coz it's pathetic.

p/s: my project was rejected n trying to solve it. and my final exam: just coming arond. stressfull? ya i know & trying to enjoy every sec of it. sambil hoping, bila leh rest ni.. hehe =p

~Dear Zet

though i want it so much to tie u down and lock u up in a cage (tiada niat kinky di sini),
i won't coz i know u'll be happy there.
i will miss u zeta.

go to your profile and have a look at your pictures.

open up old archieves and read all our conversations.
it ease the pain.

pathetic, i know.

and sedih.

though u're a recent acehole, but we go wayyyy back kan? :P take really good care of urself,hun.

Help me girls, make my pain away. missing him buat aku separuh gila.

~Why did it get so complicated?

love was supposed to be simple.
u love that person, that person loves u back.
as simple as that.
dont go around telling me, oh, it's more complicated than that.
love is subjective. love needs sacrifice, love needs full commitment, there's no word to describe love, love is kablam! dabush!. ah, bullshit.

love was supposed to be simple.
no the guy has to be the one paying for everything, no the girl has to be picked up every now and then, no third party, no abuse, no if u love me u do as i say, no if u love me u wouldn't be friends with that person. no. nothing like that.

benda alah simple je beb, aku sayang kau, kau sayang aku. dah cukup. dua2 tahu. dua2 happy.

so tell me. why it can be so complicated?

setiap manusia sentiasa sesat dalam mencari jalan yang pasti.

dan aku sentiasa buta dalam mencari jalan yang terbaik untukku~~