~ Melayu, bangsa, anak2 muda??apakah?

last week drop by kat bandar tasek selatan. and suddenly dtg seorg mamat asking me study kat mana. then he offer me a package of student dari kerajaan. konon nya utk tolong anak bangsa. utk masa depan anak bangsa.

Aku tak kisah la sangat kalau mamat-mamat yang ini mengajak untuk ke masjid, berubah menjadi Muslim dan Muslimah yang lebih baik dan bertanggungjawab. Fitrah manusia, semua nak cenderung ke arah kebaikan. Bagus la kan? Mengajak orang ke jalan kebaikan, itu Jihad.

Cuma, yang jadi kelakarnya, dia offer aku package yang kalo fikir logik pun.x masuk akal beb. topup and all resit bleh claim kat kerajaan. haha. mcm ko pg beli topup utk gayut dgn bf pun leh claim beb. but utk start claim, kena daftar dgn dia, byr rm299, dpt touch n go then claim r. and i resist. kata x nak. sudenly dia maki2 aku. kata macam ni la melayu. bdk2 skang kalo utk kwn2 no problems, tp utk negara x sanggup. macamane bangsa nak maju.bla bla bla.... panjang gile la die cube membasuh aku.

aku jawab : we all destined to be perish. jadi, apa yang cuba kamu buktikan?? pastu aku berambus.

Ye. Label je aku apa yang kau nak. Pembelot? Petualang? Cuma aku nak tanya. Apa yang kau nak perjuangkan sebenarnya? Apa motif kata2 kau kau? Kuasa? Kekayaan? To secure yourself? Supaya kau mahu bangsa lain tunduk pada engkau menggigil dalam ketakutan?

The future doesn't belong to you. It's HIS, ALLAH. Kau tak ada upaya untuk tentukan masa depan bangsa. Kau sendiri yang mahu wujudkan peperangan, sungguhpun kau selalu berkata kau bermotifkan keamanan. Apa ke jadahnya. "Look around and ask yourself, has the battle been won, or lost?"

Contohnya mudah. Kau mahu perjuangkan bangsa, tapi banyak anak-anak bangsa kau sendiri yang mengeluh tak dapat biasiswa. Tak mampu nak bayar bebanan hutang pengajian, walaupun rata-rata mereka pandai macam kancil. Bagi yang mampu, boleh lah. Gagal 7 semester pun, bayar yuran macam bayar lunch kat Old Town je. Itu pun sem depan fail lagi. So what is left for those poor kids?

Ya, kalau kau tanya, aku bangga aku dilahirkan Melayu. Tapi aku takde rasa superior, bagaikan Melayu tu dah disenarai dalam VIP access untuk ke syurga. Tak. Mana-mana bangsa pun, sama di sisi DIA.

Jadi apa yang kau cuba buktikan?

Aku tak menulis post ni untuk bangsa yang spesifik. Tak kira apa bangsa kau sekalipun. Cina, India, Kadazan, Paduang, Melayu, Jawa, Boyan.. kita semua sama. Manusia dengan lima pancaindera. Semuanya revert kepada benda yang satu. And of course I am not talking about 1Malaysia.

Dan paling lawak , mamat yang membasuh tu sendiri rambut karat, baju polo kolar naik. haha. kau sama je dgn punker tegar yg kononya menggelapkan harapan bangsa walhal mereka tidak tp kau, ya..

blerggghhh~ kau bosan

sekadar gambar hiasan.. hahahaa

~Kalo kau stress hanya sebab tak dpt shopping dan Zeta ta call.

orang bertuah macam kau, mazni..

takde kereta, complain kene jalan jauh, penat panas.

bila ada kereta, pun sama complain.sedangkan, kaki kau, tangan kau, cukup 2.

orang kurang bertuah..
takde kaki pun kene jalan, mazni. kene pakai tongkat, kene pakai kerusi roda..
kadang2 naik turun bas, kene maki dengan pakcik bas sebab lambat..
rakyat malaysia tak prihatin, tak tolong.
kemudahan malaysia belum cukup mesra oku, kalau pakai kerusi roda..
susah nak naik bas n train.

kau tanak bersyukur ke mazni?

orang bertuah macam kau, mazni..
mak bapak anta belajar tinggi2. tu pun complain, assignment banyak..
lecturer tak best, kelas banyak..kelas takde aircond..presentation stress.
asgment,projek susah nak buat.

orang kurang bertuah..
borang isi upu pun tak tercapai. spm pun tak lepas kadang2.
kalau dapat isi upu pun, result kurang memuaskan..mak bapak tak mampu nak hantar private..
dan takde orang dalam plak tu nak tolong masukkan.

kau tanak bersyukur ke mazni?

orang bertuah macam kau, maznie..
makan tak best pun complain. kenny rogers ayam kecik la..pinang sebatang service lambat la..
pastu terlebih kenyang la, makan tolak tepi la..tanak makan sebab tak best la..

orang kurang bertuah..
kadang2 terpaksa tak makan sebab mmg takde ape nak makan dan tak ade duit pun nak makan. kadang2 terpaksa korek tong sampah dan cari sisa makanan. ntah2 sisa makanan kau.

kau tanak bersyukur ke mazni?

orang bertuah macam kau, mazni..
kau memang tau complain je. benda paling stress dalam hidup kau ape? ape je dugaan tuhan bagi kat kau kalau kau nak banding dengan manusia2 yg takda kaki, takda tangan..
kau stress sebab Zeta tak call or sms kau..kau stress sebab takde handbag baru..kau stress sebab takde kasut baru..kau stress sebab takde hp baru..kau stress sbb takde laptop baru..kau stress sebab takde baju baru. orang yg takda kaki, takda tangan tu tengok masalah hidup kau, diorang gelak je weh. orang yg kat palestine tu tengok kau stress pasal masalah hidup kau, diorang akan baling je kau dalam longkang weh!

bersyukur boleh mazni?
bersyukur tau tak ape?
ape je yg tuhan tak bagi yg kau nak complain banyak2 sangat?
family, cukup.
kawan2 cukup.
makan pakai cukup.
kasih sayang pun cukup. tu pun kadang2 kau mengada je lebih.
boleh tak cakap alhamdulillah. boleh tak kau jangan complain2?
esok tuhan tarik balik semua yg kau ada, kau nak ke?
bersyukur dengan apa kau ada, mazni.
BERSYUKUR DENGAN APA YANG KAU ADA.

p/s: jom kawan2.. mari bersyukur~

~ Miserable fight happy?

“No one can make you miserable without your permission” (Syafiq)

So true. It is YOUR life. It is YOUR feelings. People are mean. People do mean things to you. People hurt you. What people want to do to you; you can’t control. And yes, you can’t help feeling hurt. BUT you can control how you handle that emotion of yours. You are hurt. Are you gonna break down and be miserable out of things (mean) people do to you?

i used to be that person. but now, generally, I am a happy person. (and i thank God for that) Why? Because I want to be happy. I choose to be happy. I do not let stupid things get in my way. And stupid things do not happen all the time. And when it does, I always tell myself, why be miserable over one thing when you can actually be HAPPY over thousands? Why would I want to let one thing get in my way? Be thankful of what you have, forget what you don’t. I have friends coming up to me telling me how they envy seeing me always happy and laughing. I just don’t get how people see being happy as something so hard to do.

so are you done being sad? enough is enough. coz it's pathetic.

p/s: my project was rejected n trying to solve it. and my final exam: just coming arond. stressfull? ya i know & trying to enjoy every sec of it. sambil hoping, bila leh rest ni.. hehe =p

~ Money can(t) Buy Happiness

as i'm reading Addin's blog....


Addin kate: so..kesimpulan dia..money is not important. it can't buy happiness.

ahah. i don't quite agree with u there bro.
see, i've been thinking to blog bout this. the moments are never right. haha.
now that someone triggers the blogging cells in my brain i want to say something bout this.

to me, money can actually buy happiness.

well not literally, of course la kan.
you can't go to a shop and say, 'bang, tapau satu kegembiraan'.
tipu lah weh.haha =p

ok give me something that makes u happy.
lets take friends for example. you need to be around your friends to feel happy.

1) if you need to hang out with your friends, you need some amount of money as well. even if it's just around riverside, or pak janggut or 24 hour kedai mamak..ais kosong pun 20 sen ma.

2) if you need to go to your friends' house to hang out with them, you do need to pay for the cabs or rapid which costs at least 1rgt, kan kan kan?


ok give me another one. such as blogging.

1) you need internet connection to blog. and when you have the internet connection, you do need to pay for it. (curik line jiran sebelah rumah is a different thing- but u still need to pay for the electricity for your pc)hahaha.

i know some of you are like *errr...what the hell??*.
i'm just babbling. this is not going anywhere. :D
you can stop reading now. toodles!


p/s : BTW, plz enjoy the the post of Herman about our raya =p

~ Jadik cikgu? tak cool lah~

09/09/09 in Kenegaraan Exibition.. meet my old classmate lorr..


the 'friend' : so u're in education field?
me: yes?
the 'friend' : oh my god you're so boring.
me: :) i know!

kamu kata begitu, then ur lecture is boring? hurmmm...
well boring people give you your degree lah cik abg oiii..

education field x boring tau... janji bkn jadik uncivilized people kan?
eh, aren't you??

~ Not the best Gudbye

I'm quitting my job. Leaving my not so lovely office. haha =P
Pasti rindu my office yang selalu choas!

Leaving my job. my routine doesn't be the same after this. No more calculation yang amat tension when end of month. haha ;D

Leaving my man & Mika in Ampang.
Owh, break off with my boyfriend (my car) too.... *sdg frust gila ni*

New challenge for me is coming. I have leave everything just to fulfill my passion.
Harap ia berbaloi.
kawan2, wish me luck okey...

p/s: I may not be blogging for now. bile dah settle everything, I'll be writing A.S.A.P

~ Aku mcm dah takde keja je

ade byk benda funny dalam dunia internet ni..
satu contoh.

*kantoi stalking*
ade sorang minah ni upload product skII punye gambar kat myspace dia.

pastu ade another minah comment:

"original ke ni? saye pun pakai product ni. bukan calang2 org boleh pakai kan?"

hahahahhaa...
kalau korang tak rasa kelakar, aku rasa kelakar..
sakit perut aku gelak..
adehhhhh...

yer kawan2..
aku memang banyak masa n aku takde keja (sbb bos aku xda)...
tu sebab aku jumpe benda2 camni.


ok lagik satu benda kelakar adelah..bile mereka upload gambar2 mereka dan letak caption seperti "macam chinese look kan saye?" hahahaha or or "comey tak kite?"

adoi......apekah sume ini?

~ VIRUS perlu dihapuskan

i pity to myself as my new notebook has been infected with those virus who actually do not want to go away from my notebook. seems like it wanna stay forever now. i'm rily ... arghh *banged my head to the table*. i'm not good at these kinda thing.

i'm not good with virus.
especially viruses that rily like to attack attack and attack but is really afraid to come forward and face the efffingg anti-virus.

when we run the anti-virus, it ran away. hide, cowardly.
when we are happy surfing the net, playing the computer games or downloading stuffs, here it goes again.

i seriously don't understand virus.
it's like...they are really brave attacking us, behind our back, but when we want to really see them, through the anti-virus that we have they run away. haih...

p/s: if you say, drop it or forget it..then just fckuing drop it and forget it..

~ Kita tak macam dulu dah. harap faham.

we're not together anymore.
we can't be friends.
coz i know how u feel about me..
it's not my job to wipe your tears anymore..
it's not in my place to tell you everything is going to be okay..
i hope u understand.
this is not a good time.

i'm sorry coz cannot be there 4 u...
i really am..

kamoo tahu aku tujukan ini utk kamoo... but i really can't right now...
dude, nothing last forever!!! kamoo tggu aku, then i'll be ok...

aku juge sayang friendship itu...

~ Kalo ko tak stuju, tak pelah

Teman: Kenapa asek2 aku je yg kene Maz? aku rase aku tak pernah buat kat org. tapi kenape org buat kat aku?
Me : Ntahlah..
Teman: Kau percaya karma kan?
Me : Aah.
Teman: Mungkin aku pernah buat kat org kot. aku je tak sedar.
Me : Mungkin gak. Atau mungkin org lain pernah buat. kau tak pernah tegur. last2 jadik kat kau balek. *hehe*
Teman: Adil ke tu?
Me : Mungkin sekarang tak. later mungkin adil.
Teman: Camne?



haha camne? bile nanti kau dah jumpe org yg lagik baik..baru kau rasa berterima kasih kat org yg lukakan hati kau tu. Ah. semuanya cinta je indah. cinta je indah. bile dah indah, sakit terduduk tu tak ingat dah. sebab tu bila kene tinggal kau terkapai2.

aku merapu. abaikan.

ok nasihat aku:
1) kau rasa kau selfish? kau pergi jauh2. tak elok mainkan perasaan org.
2) kau rasa kau suka org tu? kau bagitau. kalau kau tak suka, kau bagitau gak. tak elok mainkan perasaan org.
3) kau jangan nampak salah org je. mungkin diri kau pun ade kurang. ingat. hari ni kau buat org. nnt org buat kau balek, lagik sakit. tak elok mainkan perasaan org.
4) jangan mainkan perasaan org lah senang cite.

~Anak Manja.. think twice la ngok!!

si xda otak: hey.
me: helo.
si xda otak: i need to ask u something.
me: ok...
si xda otak: doesn't it pissed u off?
me: what?
si xda otak: your dad.
me: my DAD??
si xda otak: u're the middle child kan? it must be hard. competing with your sister.
me: ?
si xda otak: i bengang dengan abah i. there's this watch i want. he doesn't want to buy it for me. u mesti slalu kena macam ni kan?
me:*banged my head on the table* i tau u boleh buat ape.
si xda otak: ape??
me: pergi mati.

first, efff u dude! u're whining over a stupid watch? the old man gave u a brand new MyV and u're whining over a WATCH? stop being a fcuking spoiled brat and suck it up man. and don't u try to get me into this. yes, my dad didnt lay me a private jet, and i did not grow up (still not growing up) in gold. but he gave me food, he paid for my education and he gave me HOME.

get this. he has NEVER PAID for my topup. have u ever heard me whine? no. why? coz i'm thankful for what i have and what he had already given me. what he and my mom gave me. and for u to whine about ur old man not giving u a stupid watch when he had already paid for that stupid education in that stupid private college for his stupid son is just efffffingggg stupid!!!!!!!


why don't u do us all a favour.
kill urself.
world would be a better place without a spoiled brat like YOU!

~Melayu kah Aku?? ~

1) MY TOP 10 FAVOURITE FOOD
- Nasi goreng ayam dekat Mat Zain. weeew - Kenny Roger's coleslaw - Mee goreng mamak Hassan - Nasi Putih Ayam Sup Utara - Everything from Pizza Hut (except for the seafood pizza) - chicken wing at IKEA - WENDY's (OMG) - KFC-coleslow again - Secret recipe- blueberry cheesecake... - mcFlurry oreo.

2) 10 THINGS I LOVE DOING
- shopping - sleeping - online - EATING - being HOME! - watching movie - HANGING OUT WITH GALS - watching gossip girl and desperate housewives - karaoke :D - travelling. (sangat suke oke. part sopink paling best!)

3) 5 types of girls that i adore
- girls who respect other girls - girls who don't have big mouth - girls who can say i'm sorry with not 'but..' - girls who can say go to hell (and really mean it)when she finds out her bf's cheating on her. - i adore girls who can sing. haha. cuz i suck at it. seriously.

4) 5 THINGS I LOVE DOING WHEN I'M FEELING DOWN
- sleep - sleep - and sleep again - sleep - press create new message and send 'jom lepak pwease' to those important.

5) 5 THINGS I LOVE DOING WHEN I'M HAPPY
- i laugh out loud...a hell LOUD. - i tease everyone around - i say smile to everyone - tell the world that i'm happy - i can do ANYTHING if i'm happy

6) 10 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
- respect me - be honest with me - win my family - win my friends - then - you - can - definitely - win - me :D

7) MY TOP 5 MOST FAVOURITE JUNK FOOD
- chachos (bbq flavour) - mister potatoes (tomato flavour) - twisties (tomato flavor) - - i only have 3

8) 5 THINGS I WISH IT COULD HAPPEN SOON
- all job DONE. huwaaaa...... - baba move in new house in muar so i can get his car...hehe - si charming says 'jom deting' hahaha - a job with a high salary ever!! - korea! korea! korea! wanna go there.. jeju island ;D

9) 10 RIDICULOUS THINGS I WISH TO DO B4 I DIE
- join MERCY and go to iraq - help the unlucky ones - do something really good for the society! - civilize as many people as i can - punch Mr A, sum1 who really broke my heart... - slap those who bitch a lot. hahah - go in front of sc and shout 'i like you. can't you see?' - omg, BUNGEE JUMPING!! - backpacking to europe with my loved ones! - go for shoeeeeeeeeeee shoppinggggggggggggggggggggggggg!

10) MY TOP 10 RECENTLY MOST ADDICTED SONG
- Jangan pisahkan (gile kan? haha) - Practically - Every - Song - By - Backstreet - Boys! - Bila rasaku ini rasamu - what - else ha??

11) 10 PERSON I WISH 2 TAG
- Azieya - ct - Mas - Asyud - Fadzly - Miss Yanie - Kak Izza - Kekasih gelapku - Hakim - My x-clasmate

~Octuplets' Mom

I've been wanting to blog about octomom for a while now but I've been really busy with work. So, here goes. Ever since Nadya Suleman gave birth to her octuplets in January, the world has been in a frenzy. I mean, I understand where they are coming from. A woman who is divorced and unemployed who already has six children to care for. How can having 8 more make it easier? Well, apparently, with all the negativity flying towards her, somehow people are making her money. I just think that something is not right with the situation and there is definitely something fishy with her.

Yes, every woman would love to be a mother but to be single and having to care for 14 children is a bit crazy now don't you think? And the fact that you don't work to bring home the meat as they might say is not what a mother should be doing. It was bad enough that her mother had to help her care for her first six children. Now her father, Edward Doud who is a former Iraqi military man is going back to Iraq to work as a translator and a driver just to make sure that he can support his daughter and his 14 grandchildren.

When her father was asked by Oprah about what he think is going on with his daughter, his father did agree with most of the people around the world about his daughter being mentally ill. I mean, there's no other explanation for it. There couldn't possibly be right? I'm just hoping and praying that all of her children will be taken good care of. As for her, treatment would be the best thing right now.

You can check out her website here : Nadya Suleman Family.

~money can buy love, but it can never buy BRAIN

i'm currently watching Titanic at aimi's. yeah, lame. 'u jump i jump' Is that the best that u can come out with? ahaks. so anyway..something hit my head. Jack..being the 3rd class man that he is, has no money but clearly he has the brain. He knows what he wants to do with his life. 'To make everyday counts'

i do mean it u know. when i said a degree doesn't make u smart. well apparently money doesn't make u smart either. imagine having a boyfriend who inherits the tremendous amount of harta from his family but he doesn't have the brain. how? heheh.

i'm babbling. can't focus can't focus. will update more on this later. ta. :D

~Life is Eye oN MalaYsiA~

~Life is Eye oN MalaYsiA~

twenty two years of life, fifteen years of observing, 10 years of thinking and 2 years of realizing have given me enough input of how people really are.

well, most people who are rich with their parents money or with their boyfriend's or girlfriend's money will always downgrade people who are not that lucky. you see, the money that they spent are not even theirs, why would they brag about it?

i mean, u're what, 10? and u claim urself as a high-status person who can't be friends with poor people? why don't u ask this to yourself.
is it YOU who are rich, or is it your PARENTS?
is it your BOYFRIEND who are rich, or is it his PARENTS?

but it is different if that person is rich on their own. they will not look down on people who are not that lucky
to own a car or to live in big houses.
why?
because they have been there once. they have the experience of living poor.n
they know how it feels when somebody who is so call
high-class person look down on them.

dealing with life is dealing with people. to deal with people you really2 have to be in that person’s shoes. (not literally) so if you can’t put yourselves in others’ shoes, stop living. full stop.