~enough ::

kudos to my boyfriend for making me paranoid about ranting everything about my life online since according to him, people now will go through things you put online and can and might use it against you.

but screw it.

am tell anyway.

.......................................................

Now,i need a lil change

for not write anything in facebook

yess, i will :)

there is a reason why u can't whining over about your life in facebook.

~ Melayu, bangsa, anak2 muda??apakah?

last week drop by kat bandar tasek selatan. and suddenly dtg seorg mamat asking me study kat mana. then he offer me a package of student dari kerajaan. konon nya utk tolong anak bangsa. utk masa depan anak bangsa.

Aku tak kisah la sangat kalau mamat-mamat yang ini mengajak untuk ke masjid, berubah menjadi Muslim dan Muslimah yang lebih baik dan bertanggungjawab. Fitrah manusia, semua nak cenderung ke arah kebaikan. Bagus la kan? Mengajak orang ke jalan kebaikan, itu Jihad.

Cuma, yang jadi kelakarnya, dia offer aku package yang kalo fikir logik pun.x masuk akal beb. topup and all resit bleh claim kat kerajaan. haha. mcm ko pg beli topup utk gayut dgn bf pun leh claim beb. but utk start claim, kena daftar dgn dia, byr rm299, dpt touch n go then claim r. and i resist. kata x nak. sudenly dia maki2 aku. kata macam ni la melayu. bdk2 skang kalo utk kwn2 no problems, tp utk negara x sanggup. macamane bangsa nak maju.bla bla bla.... panjang gile la die cube membasuh aku.

aku jawab : we all destined to be perish. jadi, apa yang cuba kamu buktikan?? pastu aku berambus.

Ye. Label je aku apa yang kau nak. Pembelot? Petualang? Cuma aku nak tanya. Apa yang kau nak perjuangkan sebenarnya? Apa motif kata2 kau kau? Kuasa? Kekayaan? To secure yourself? Supaya kau mahu bangsa lain tunduk pada engkau menggigil dalam ketakutan?

The future doesn't belong to you. It's HIS, ALLAH. Kau tak ada upaya untuk tentukan masa depan bangsa. Kau sendiri yang mahu wujudkan peperangan, sungguhpun kau selalu berkata kau bermotifkan keamanan. Apa ke jadahnya. "Look around and ask yourself, has the battle been won, or lost?"

Contohnya mudah. Kau mahu perjuangkan bangsa, tapi banyak anak-anak bangsa kau sendiri yang mengeluh tak dapat biasiswa. Tak mampu nak bayar bebanan hutang pengajian, walaupun rata-rata mereka pandai macam kancil. Bagi yang mampu, boleh lah. Gagal 7 semester pun, bayar yuran macam bayar lunch kat Old Town je. Itu pun sem depan fail lagi. So what is left for those poor kids?

Ya, kalau kau tanya, aku bangga aku dilahirkan Melayu. Tapi aku takde rasa superior, bagaikan Melayu tu dah disenarai dalam VIP access untuk ke syurga. Tak. Mana-mana bangsa pun, sama di sisi DIA.

Jadi apa yang kau cuba buktikan?

Aku tak menulis post ni untuk bangsa yang spesifik. Tak kira apa bangsa kau sekalipun. Cina, India, Kadazan, Paduang, Melayu, Jawa, Boyan.. kita semua sama. Manusia dengan lima pancaindera. Semuanya revert kepada benda yang satu. And of course I am not talking about 1Malaysia.

Dan paling lawak , mamat yang membasuh tu sendiri rambut karat, baju polo kolar naik. haha. kau sama je dgn punker tegar yg kononya menggelapkan harapan bangsa walhal mereka tidak tp kau, ya..

blerggghhh~ kau bosan

sekadar gambar hiasan.. hahahaa

~Those were the days :) oh, hidup!

comment2 terbaru dr my dear friends..."weh, lame x update blog", "blog hang dah usang la cik mazni", lalu aku pun jwb, "ha lar pakcik... ni nak update la ni..." tp x update2 pun...sory guys ;) hikhikhik.

well, recently kami 3BBV mmg bz dgn Kaedah Penyelidikan a.k.a KP... a research just like PSM. developing a new teaching aid in education. nampak senang tp time reportnya, reject reject rereject smpi study week baru siap... i fall in love with KP. smpi jadi benci. the best moment buat aku gelak;

zee : maz, nape termenung?

me : doing all this stuff la pakcik..pikir smpi otak beku

zee : pikir ape?

me : camane nak jadikan dari 5page kpd 50 page?

zee : LOL :) (smbil sekeh kepala aku)

btw, kami mmg berkampung di library hampir smggu.. catat sejarah tu. nsb baik library 24hours. hehe :)

just finish doing charity blog for BP kelab. blog + a research too... ok, sume research. kalo korg tak nak bace ttg research, lg bagus. bosan ek.

exam is just around the corner.. tp study masih mls.. ape daa. *ketuk kpala 12kali, ok cukup!* ntah bile nak berubah ni.. hahaha

my final exam schedule : copy dari cik niza :)

my love story? kind of complicated. sangat rindu kamu. plz be back to uthm a.s.a.p please... muahahaha.. gatal plak. ngee~~go study first la mazni maisya, exam!!!!!

well, i did miss my girls also.. oleh kerana tugasan n research yg pening buat kami xda masa nak bersenda gurau. Ct, sya,wawa & kak ida :) female language much, asakkun! :) the thing is, work has been crazy.

saya rindu :

2. lawak2 yg tak perlu di explain.
3. ayat2 yg tak perlu dihabiskan.
4. lawak2 yg bersambung2.
5. turun karok smpi x da suara.
6. keluar balik rumah 5-6 kali satu hari.
7. sesi lepak tak ingat sampai ke pagi.
8. late nights-otak-otak-and-heart-to-heart-sessions.
9. omg, kerang goreng. (walaupun makanan dan minuman macam jarang sekali sedap)
10. basically rindu semua tempat makan yg selalu dikunjungi.
11. nak decide mane nak makan for hours.
12. oh, rindu nak bergossip di dalam kelas.

orang kata : university years, it was indeed the best time of our lives.

i agree. try to enjoy every second of my life =p

btw, daus dah ade blog. u can check his out.

~Nota Untuk Mereka

helo sayam2ku. :D kita marah bukan sebab kita benci. kita benci bukan sebab kita tak sayang. sayang lawannya bukan benci. sayang lawannya indifference. indifference tu ape? tu la orang soh gi kelas ponteng. indifference tu mcm neutral la lebeyh kurang begitu. kita patut gembira kalau ade org benci kita. itu maknanya org tu masih sayang. kalau tibe2 org tu dah takde perasaan..marah pun tak, suka pun tak.. baru kita patut sedih. ok sayangs, aku sayang korang. dan aku masih sayang korang walaupun kalian dianggap remeh. :D

p/s: girls.. i miss u all.

~My Bday ;'D

03.05.2010. Mazni Maisya's Day

the ones who texted or via facebook:

Abg Farizzul Asyraf (the first one to wish!),freaky, ayu,chippy,kecik,hafriz,akma,aizat,

nadia,ketam,Lomang Bakar a.k.a Zul,Aifiq,nina,menoza,ejat,

hafiz,fiffy,si charming,psycho ex,siti, syafiza, kakak ida,Kak Azieya

ayu syg,abby syg,liyana,tajul,aimi,kak eeja-dut,

intan,zulfadhli, Epen, paeh,adek-dut,pie,jijie, Afend,Nazlizan Nasir,acad and azri

the ones who called:

syud sayamku,Izza,abg wan,ejoi,burn, Abg

the ones who im:

ella,adib,amir,hareez

the ones who left comments on fs/ms/blog:

sis fad,nadia(again),baran,janet my cousin,

intan(again),umie,ejan,jimmy,zatie,arja,waniey, Stargone

the ones who wished in person:

my dutz of course, ayong-dut,nana-dut,umi-dut,papa-dut,

adek-dut,tokmak-dut,aunts and uncles, cousins.

the one who doing the party:

Zul, Azuan, Noor and Fiqah

i love each and every single one of you,

thnx for making my birthday MY DAY.

happy birthday also to those who share the same birthdate with me..

p/s:Too many names and i think i left out some name. Sorry but thanks a lot ;'D

gonna hangout with Zul 2morrow utk tuntut my birthday present ;'D

~ broken

i've got my needle and thread.
but a piece of my broken heart is no longer there..
does this mean it can't be mend forever? ):

aku ada byk benda nak disiapkan.
aku ada byk benda nak dipikirkan.
aku ada byk.....


ya, aku runsing~

~ Aku Benci Soalan itu

i know everyone pun in da mood of exam... exam exam exam.. mmg life seorg student.

but aku benci akan soalan :

Ko dah abis study ke?

Ko tak study ke?

Ko tipu, ko mesti dah abis stdy semua chapter.

Semua soalan busy body... aku x pernah dihujani oleh soalan2 ni waktu aku amik diploma dlu...

siyes... aku benci gile dkt soalan yg mcm ni...

bile aku jwb belum study, mereka2 ini cakap aku tipu...

bila aku jwb, aku x tipu la.... mereka ta percaya.

then, aku nak jwb ape sbb mmg aku lum abis study pun. i am last minute person la.

hey, i do have frend yg jika i kuarkan statement, AKU DAH FINISH ALL CHAPTER atau AKU DAH STUDY... pasti die menggelupur.

friend, ko cari la org lain utk compete, bukan aku. jangan tanya soalan bodoh tu.

rimas ngok bile ko tnye. aku rase cam nak lempang ko je...

dah. pergi ko main jauh2..

jangan kacau hidup aku... jgn skodeng ape aku tgh wat. risaukan diri ko dulu. ko pergi la abiskan chapter ko. baru ko tnye aku! oke.

atau....

aku lempang ko.

pilih la.

owh BTW, kalo aku study perlu ke aku inform kat semua org, dimana, pkul brapa, sampai mane, thp kefahaman, thp ketereran, and etc... ah, korg semua bosan. diam2 sudah!

~ Sneek Peek Raya

When Raya goes around, love also in the air...

the red_ not MU oke... middle: Mazni Maisya

hihi..miss both of u

My Mika..opps, Ultraman Mika. =P budak degil..

My anak buah, ayu nazura the long hair and my former student, ain.

owh, my duit raya. even dah tua pun, i still dpt duit raya tau...



sorry for photo-updating... i hope it is not too late.

BTW, Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin

again.... hehe =P

~ Puasa & Makan2~

Buka Puasa with Housemate ~ JM2/23 Taman Melewar

-eda, hani, blossom, eyra, chippy, sitido,yuya-

of course, it was filled with kegilaan and i would say that ideas given that buka were the best ever.

chippy 'cherryslutty' cyrus + pet

BTW, quiz kat FB pasal jm2-23, aku dapat fullmark ok.. tu tanda aku caring kat korang, sayam2ku...

Berbuka With My Girls on 11 September at Pinang Sebatang, Parit Raja

Nafsu berbuka yang sangat x dpt tertahan.. ya, kami order lauk byk utk mkn 4 org...

(moja kate kami kebulur thp cipan...jahat ko moja! hehe)

byk ordef pun abis licin gak... kire x mbazir kan kan kan... (sekali lg moja kate 1st time jumpe lauk best, jakun.... statement jeles moja sbb x dpt ikut! haha )

here is my girls.... syafiza,maisya,sitido and *eda who take this photo...the girls who keep the sadness away from our life!

Berbuka Puasa Di Surau Taman Melewar (almost forgot the date =p)

owh.. 4 sept.. already written up in the picture.. hehe =P

kami serumah makan kat talam besar.. seronok & enjoy sgt! eratkan lg hubungan kan..

this day, semua housemate jm2-23 pegi surau, buka, solat sesama... best kan gurls! bile nak wat lg? ehehe *gelak jahat*

~ aduh, saket siot!!!

semalam....
he's the reason of me to keep smiling the whole day!

but today,
he's the reason fo me to feel so sakit!! sakit beb! ati aku sakit!!


i told you i don't want to feel this again! sakit beb!!
aku dah warning, tp aku yg degil.. break my own rules... padan muka aku!

dah dah, kau pergi jauh2 dari aku!!!
aku rimas dan aku sakit!!!

tolong kwn2.... btul, cinta itu sakit dan aku cam x serik2 lak!

jauhkan aku dr dia!

~ Makcik itu kata saya??

My u was on holiday. So mmg enjoy la dok uma with my little brother. But on Friday last week...


i heard conversation between my mum and this next door makcik yg kolot ni...

Makcik kolot : Anak aku nak kawin sbb ade org nak die. tergila2 lelaki tu kat die. Anak ko tu x nak kawin ke *pointing at me* ?

My mum : bagus anak x mintk kawin,tp die mintak smbung belajar.punah harapan aku kalo die nak kawin sblum die capai cita2 die.

Mum, i do love u...mmuah!!! i'll make sure x kan sia2 kan harapan mum!!

makcik yg kolot... kamu tau x anak kamu tu baru 15 tahun? then u nak kawinkan die dgn lelaki yg umo 19year. ur anak bhenti skola slum smpt amik PMR smata2 nak kawin!

sdgkan jln idup mereka jauh lg. kawin bukan jaminan kualiti utk berjaya. tp pelajaran tu menjamin sgalanya. Kenapa makcik sangat Kolot?

Dan jangan SAMAkan saya dgn anak makcik.. i baru 22 years and married is not a big issue of my life. tp a degree dan khidupan masa depan saya is my biggggg issue...

saya dan anak makcik berbeza... kerana sgt geram dgn makcik yang kolot itu, my brother and i x pg pun kenduri tu. sebaliknya kami g tgk G.I. Joe kat cinema. lg happy!!!


owh, by the way makcik kolot..setahu i la, budak umo 15 thun x leh kawin until shes turn 16. juga, kenapa nak kawinkan anak tu so sudden? ari jumaat bgtau, ahad kenduri. Why so sudden??

unless anak makcik tu?????

*hahah =P..x nak ckp lg... dosa!*



owh, smoga kamu bhagia dunia akhirat whai jiranku!!! gagahaha =P

~ Holiday to H1N1

Secara officially student UTHM akan on holiday berkuatkuasa pada Rabu ini.


But i don't like holiday.
as my task and assignment are on progress, this thing stop all my aimed to finish my task.
Thus, my 2 presentation will be postpone until naik cuti, then it makes my presentation to 3 okey!! 3 presentation on one week!
what a chaotic life!
blum campur asgnment ad test lg...

owh, i dont like all this.. i don't like holiday yang mengejut begini.


semua ini kerana H1N1... please go away.


u hurt to many people.
and now u make my life more complicated.
pleaseeee go away.
don't hurt anyone.

~ Number 1 ?

Mazni : Asyik kena present no 1 je?

Syafiza : Tangan ko ni x berbedung. tu yang cabut undi, dpt no 1 je.

Helmy : bukan la. girl, u r so lucky la.. best what to be the 1st one..


everyone said that i'm so lucky. Lucky la sangat. pada korang je. kenapa?
sbb setiap kali undian for presentation, i always get the NUMBER 1. ONE oke!

sangat tertekan sbb next week i've got 2 presentation on CNI & Education Technology.
owh education tech, Dr itu sgt cerewet!!
baru rase relief pada philoshophy's presentation then, here comes 2 more...
semuanye, i am the 1st presenting.

bukan x suke present the 1st one, but i feel like kaku kejap ok... maklumla, classmate baru. then, cam not enough time to gether more in4mation lorr.
but i do like to be the 1st one coz kite yg tetapkan standard, x da sape yg bleh dicompare kan kan kan...


so guy, i have a big presentation on education technology. Wish me luck ok!
lots lots lots 2 of luck~~ =P haha

by the way, my housemate and i hav a lot of programme this week. will be posting about that later.
*but i have to berkampung kat library cari maklumat dulu k*

p/s : owh, saya juga tpaksa cancel dating dgn Lee. Lee, nnti we're hang out on holiday k. Promise dude!

~ Siapa cakap student tak busy? tipu.

hi. updating seems impossible these days as it is coming to the maxima week of the semester and i had too many task to be done. ok lets start with next week ya.


Monday
- Mdm Sofurah want us to sing The element in Periodic Table (owh, why shuld singing? bace pun leh hafal what!)
- Mind map~ chapters of material technology
- Submit information for philoshophy presentation to Hamzah
- Note on Electromagnet.


Tuesday
- Submit Proposal of Kenegaraan dan pembangunan mutakhir Malaysia
- Media tradisional VS Media Alaf Baru. Impaknya terhadap pilihanraya Malaysia? proposal need to be submit on 8 p.m
- Progress report of material technology's project (OMG!blum start pe2 lg)


Wednesday
- i don't have any task on wednesday but i have to settle lots of things as i have a presentation the next day and a quiz.


Thursday
- Submit Philosophy's assignment (aah, falsafah ini pening tau tak!)
- Philosophy's Presentation.
- Philosophy Quiz (hari ini mmg hari philosopy... jgn tkejut kalo i mcm org yg berkaliber time tu! haha =P )


so i think that's the end of the hell for next week. next to next week won't be this hectic i think. :D hahaha~~~


p/s : will be updating as soon as possible. as my job were done ok!

~ ingin berpesan....

dapat message di myspace pagi ini.

perkara pertama yg dipikirkan:

oh, bila gf kau dah tinggalkan kau..baru kau carik aku?

perkara kedua yg dipikirkan:

karma tu betol2 wujud :)

perkara ketiga...ZzZZzZzzzz *oops tertidur*

mari tekan butang delete.

tehehehhe

....kalau tibe2 kau orang ni dapat kekasih hati, jangan la lupa kawan2..
sampai kekasih hati kau orang tu boleh buat kau putus kawan dengan kawan2..
lepas tu bila kekasih hati kau tinggalkan kau, baru kau nak carik kawan2?



sorry la geng, aku dah move on. lame dah..tata.

~ keTERUJAan ~

helo helo!
weekend ini
back in Ampang people!!
going for shopping with Azura later..
and will be at Azura and Adam's for the rest of the day..
drop by and help out beaches&aceholes! :P

can't wait to see everyone!
i miss everyoneeeeeeeeeeee still~
mmmwaaahhhhh!!!

~ A letter he'll NEVER read

helo my charming guy.
lets stop.
stop sending gd morning wishes.
stop saying gd nite.
stop sending me comments..
stop texting each other.
just stop.

coz we'll never be..
whatever we want us to be.
whatever i want us to be.
so stop..walk away from my life..
i promise i'll walk away from yours..
just make it easier for me..please..

My charming ..
I'm so sorry..
I've an affair now.. with sum one else..
I felt guilty..
sorry for having sum1 else but not you..

~ Not the best Gudbye

I'm quitting my job. Leaving my not so lovely office. haha =P
Pasti rindu my office yang selalu choas!

Leaving my job. my routine doesn't be the same after this. No more calculation yang amat tension when end of month. haha ;D

Leaving my man & Mika in Ampang.
Owh, break off with my boyfriend (my car) too.... *sdg frust gila ni*

New challenge for me is coming. I have leave everything just to fulfill my passion.
Harap ia berbaloi.
kawan2, wish me luck okey...

p/s: I may not be blogging for now. bile dah settle everything, I'll be writing A.S.A.P

~ entry maaf - Faizal Tahir

I am a big fan kepada Faizal Tahir. Die sangat intelligent dalam memperjuangkan genre music nya. Sebab itu i like him.

tapi,

Kejadian ini berlaku di Carefour Ampang. I and Charming singgah Carefour dari meeting di Hulu Langat. Waktu naik escalator (zul tolong spell this one => ).....

The man in front of us (about a meter or two from us) was so smart & hot. His style ala2 macam Faizal Tahir...

Si Charming yg sibuk main SMS dgn sape ntah...Then, mulut ku yg xda insuranss ini terlepas cakap, tp mmg ckp pada charming. bukan pada lelaki in front of us tu...dgn nada yg agak x berapa perlahan (aku rase cam level amplitude biase je.. ehehe =P )

'Ek eleh... pakai camni, die ingat die Faizal Tahir ke? Poyo gile'
sambil cuit charming.

Charming cubit balik. Aku tgk lelaki tu...die toleh...


OMG! He is really Faizal Tahir...
kerana malu, aku terus bukak handphone..buat2 tgh type SMS...

Sorry to Abg Faizal Tahir.
I didn't mean too.. saya berkata begitu kerana saya x suka ade org tiru gaya faizal tahir. u r FT and the only one FT!!
Sorry =(
tp saya mmg minat kamu, FT!

~ Crying is Suck !

hoho~~ Feeling down today...

i remembered the last time i cried adalah sewaktu my classmate, Miss Mun menfitnah saya kepada Husni.
Well, Husni has come to settle down all the misunderstanding.
Happilly ever after akhirnya~

Setahun lebih jugak perkara tu blaku. That was the last time i cried. Ditinggalkan kekasih juga aku tak nangis. Tabah gila kan.

but today, the same day that my bitch classmate make me cried last year
(waktu itu die berperangai spt bitch memfitnah org, tp dah insaf kot skang)
aku menangis.

Kenapa? aku pun x pasti mengapa... mayb sbb aku masih sakit, emosi ku x stabil.

Tp aku hampa...hampa pada diriku... Lemah & tak kuat.
Aku benci sbb aku lemah. hurm...

feeling so

Down. Stress. Sick. Die.