Monday, 19 April 2010

~ Sedang Exam



mazni. maisya. sedang. exam. hidup. sekarang. penuh. stress. sampai. rasa. nak. pause. sekejap. supaya. boleh. rest.

guys, wish me luck.

btw,tak sabar juga nak tggu holidays. owh cuti semester, i kindly miss u.
mmmmuuuuaaahh....
nnti i nak break off la dgn exam. stress hidup dgnmu. =p






Friday, 16 April 2010

~ Miserable fight happy?


“No one can make you miserable without your permission” (Syafiq)

So true. It is YOUR life. It is YOUR feelings. People are mean. People do mean things to you. People hurt you. What people want to do to you; you can’t control. And yes, you can’t help feeling hurt. BUT you can control how you handle that emotion of yours. You are hurt. Are you gonna break down and be miserable out of things (mean) people do to you?

i used to be that person. but now, generally, I am a happy person. (and i thank God for that) Why? Because I want to be happy. I choose to be happy. I do not let stupid things get in my way. And stupid things do not happen all the time. And when it does, I always tell myself, why be miserable over one thing when you can actually be HAPPY over thousands? Why would I want to let one thing get in my way? Be thankful of what you have, forget what you don’t. I have friends coming up to me telling me how they envy seeing me always happy and laughing. I just don’t get how people see being happy as something so hard to do.

so are you done being sad? enough is enough. coz it's pathetic.

p/s: my project was rejected n trying to solve it. and my final exam: just coming arond. stressfull? ya i know & trying to enjoy every sec of it. sambil hoping, bila leh rest ni.. hehe =p

Wednesday, 31 March 2010

~Dear Zet


though i want it so much to tie u down and lock u up in a cage (tiada niat kinky di sini),
i won't coz i know u'll be happy there.
i will miss u zeta.

go to your profile and have a look at your pictures.
open up old archieves and read all our conversations.
it ease the pain.

pathetic, i know.
and sedih.

though u're a recent acehole, but we go wayyyy back kan? :P take really good care of urself,hun.

Help me girls, make my pain away. missing him buat aku separuh gila.




Saturday, 27 February 2010

~Why did it get so complicated?


love was supposed to be simple.
u love that person, that person loves u back.
as simple as that.
dont go around telling me, oh, it's more complicated than that.
love is subjective. love needs sacrifice, love needs full commitment, there's no word to describe love, love is kablam! dabush!. ah, bullshit.

love
was supposed to be simple.
no the guy has to be the one paying for everything, no the girl has to be picked up every now and then, no
third party, no abuse, no if u love me u do as i say, no if u love me u wouldn't be friends with that person. no. nothing like that.

benda alah simple je beb, aku sayang kau, kau sayang aku. dah cukup. dua2 tahu. dua2
happy.

so tell me. why it can be so complicated?

setiap manusia sentiasa sesat dalam mencari jalan yang pasti.
dan aku sentiasa buta dalam mencari jalan yang terbaik untukku~~





Tuesday, 26 January 2010

~ pergi kosong, balik kosong.



aku rase semester ni macam pergi kelas dengan otak yg kosong dgn harapan dapat la ilmu..
tp at last, balik pun kosong..
in certain subject, aku rase stress gak coz dah sebulan lbh sem baru ni, aku still xdapat pape.

tapi baru2 ni, ade ujian and asignment..

subject mekanik pepejal yg memang aku rasa cam x pernah belaja pape, after wat assignment.
cume asgnment aku je yg x di reject sdgkan semua classmate's asgnment kena reject.
selamat. eventough rase bengap gile la.

System Digit... kalo g class die dgn otak kosong, balik bleh la dpt 1/10 kot.
ujian aritu i get quite nice mark.

bagus. pergi enjoy2 lg.... skang nasib ko baik mazni, sok luse? sape tau..


please la mazni maisya~~ tolong berubah!

kawan2, aku x mau cam ni lg... i want keluar dari kuliah tu, at least i can cover for 60%.
i need some focus... ajar aku cara2 nak focus>?