Her Autonomy

~hurt instead.

2011-12-21T00:06:00.003+08:00

Encik Zakir,

even i stand up with my greatest strength & speak it out loud, there's no guarantee that i gonna get the responses that i've expected.

this is just a raining day for us.
i believe in you.
i'll stand by u.

even if i hurt so much.
there's a space for us...
a happy memory that we're together.

I'll wait for sunny day.
for us.

be strong, Mazni Maisya.

~face it!

2011-12-20T22:35:00.003+08:00

You got to admit that sometimes it's better to leave things to be unknown, especially the sensitive ones.

What's the point to bring it up if argument is the only consequences?
Sometimes, there wouldn't have any solutions for the demm problem no matter how hard, how often u voiced it up due to some stupid complicated it is.

i do care about anything happen to him.
even if he was in a seriously bad mood.
what i know is to be silence.
coz silence is the best thing to do. i wanna shut down the flames.
but does he know?
yess, silence is a girl's loudest cry.

not everyday is a lovey dovey super duper sun shining day.
There might be raining days too. & maybe some thunder storms?
YEA, it is. So, face it!

~enough ::

2011-12-10T11:22:00.005+08:00

kudos to my boyfriend for making me paranoid about ranting everything about my life online since according to him, people now will go through things you put online and can and might use it against you. 

but screw it. 

am tell anyway.

.......................................................

Now,i need a lil change

for not write anything in facebook

yess, i will :) 

there is a reason why u can't whining over about your life in facebook.

~ini cuma perasaan.

2011-12-08T15:44:00.006+08:00

setiap titis air matakutelah kuberikan untuk kisahkumengerti tapi tak dimengertisetiap kata dari bibirkukadang tak sama dalam hatikutersenyum dalam hati menangisaku sangat mengenalmuaku juga cintaimu..tapi kau tak pernah ada pengertianku senang,ku sedihkau tak mau tahuaku sangat mengenalmudulu kau tak begitukau bintang di hatikujadilah yang kumauku senang,ku sedihkau ada denganku
adaptasi dari lagu agnes monica :) hihiiiii

~happy labour day!

2011-05-01T02:31:00.006+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY !

owh soooo in holiday. bestnyew

lets screaming together geng...

(tapp! sipi2 kpala aku kena baling dgn pen tp kena meja..haha:)

carm: woit, kau mane ade cuti. kau bukan labour.

me: erh, tak de eh. (sengeh :x)

carm: senget la kau. kau student. pg study sana. nex week exam.

me: lorh, bosan buku je. kite x da happy student day ke?

carm: hari2 student day utk kau.

ok, then aku g study... perli sgt kan carm. study ni.

study mukabuku.

my parent must be pround of me, kalo facebook itu was a subject in U. aku pasti dapat empat rata every sem. hehe :)

btw, facebook tak sesuai dgn i time exam. so mari deactivate fb.

utk empat rata sem ini.

owh...empat rata :)

tp korg still leh contact aku by twitter. MazniMaisya

sama jea. x on fb tp on tweet.

utk semua pkerja, slamat hari pkerja.

get a full rest then tingkatkan produktiviti demi negara terchenta...

~when movie hit right on your face. demmit.

2011-04-23T23:05:00.004+08:00

just finish watching a short film by Wong Fu Production titled Strangers.

"while we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable'

and it hit right on my face.

You and I,

began as a strangers,

You became my life,

and we become strangers, again.

For me,

whether its taking each other for granted

or people changing all the time,

the bottom line is, someone STOP trying.

everything that we wanna make it work,

it didn't work...

I am accepting the truth that sometimes life isn't unfair.

*sigh*

~dear diary

2011-04-19T20:19:00.002+08:00

i miss blogging.

i miss putting my thoughts into words.

i miss saying things out loud.

i've been keeping a lot of thing to myself for the past couple of months.

things that hurt. maybe i need time to recover. maybe i shuld put it here.

maybe.

why should life full of question?

~Tips esaimen utk korang

2011-01-14T14:34:00.001+08:00

there are 3 rules in lying..

rule number one
don't lie if you're lying to a better liar..

rule number two
don't lie if you're lying to a person who had done it before..

rule number three
don't lie if you're not really good at it. :D

so if u're planning to fake anything in your assignment, do check these 3 rules..alright?

~holiday and cartoon.

2010-12-25T20:44:00.004+08:00

my semester break was so boring.

yes, i am 23 years old and it doesn't mean i cant watch cartoon.
it's interesting. hehe
and once, i keep wondering:

donald duck, never wear pants.

but whenever he comes out of a shower,

he always, always wear a towel around his waist…

whats up with that? anyone boleh bagi answer x??

~ Melayu, bangsa, anak2 muda??apakah?

2010-12-11T21:00:00.003+08:00

last week drop by kat bandar tasek selatan. and suddenly dtg seorg mamat asking me study kat mana. then he offer me a package of student dari kerajaan. konon nya utk tolong anak bangsa. utk masa depan anak bangsa.

Aku tak kisah la sangat kalau mamat-mamat yang ini mengajak untuk ke masjid, berubah menjadi Muslim dan Muslimah yang lebih baik dan bertanggungjawab. Fitrah manusia, semua nak cenderung ke arah kebaikan. Bagus la kan? Mengajak orang ke jalan kebaikan, itu Jihad.

Cuma, yang jadi kelakarnya, dia offer aku package yang kalo fikir logik pun.x masuk akal beb. topup and all resit bleh claim kat kerajaan. haha. mcm ko pg beli topup utk gayut dgn bf pun leh claim beb. but utk start claim, kena daftar dgn dia, byr rm299, dpt touch n go then claim r. and i resist. kata x nak. sudenly dia maki2 aku. kata macam ni la melayu. bdk2 skang kalo utk kwn2 no problems, tp utk negara x sanggup. macamane bangsa nak maju.bla bla bla.... panjang gile la die cube membasuh aku.

aku jawab : we all destined to be perish. jadi, apa yang cuba kamu buktikan?? pastu aku berambus.

Ye. Label je aku apa yang kau nak. Pembelot? Petualang? Cuma aku nak tanya. Apa yang kau nak perjuangkan sebenarnya? Apa motif kata2 kau kau? Kuasa? Kekayaan? To secure yourself? Supaya kau mahu bangsa lain tunduk pada engkau menggigil dalam ketakutan?

The future doesn't belong to you. It's HIS, ALLAH. Kau tak ada upaya untuk tentukan masa depan bangsa. Kau sendiri yang mahu wujudkan peperangan, sungguhpun kau selalu berkata kau bermotifkan keamanan. Apa ke jadahnya. "Look around and ask yourself, has the battle been won, or lost?"

Contohnya mudah. Kau mahu perjuangkan bangsa, tapi banyak anak-anak bangsa kau sendiri yang mengeluh tak dapat biasiswa. Tak mampu nak bayar bebanan hutang pengajian, walaupun rata-rata mereka pandai macam kancil. Bagi yang mampu, boleh lah. Gagal 7 semester pun, bayar yuran macam bayar lunch kat Old Town je. Itu pun sem depan fail lagi. So what is left for those poor kids?

Ya, kalau kau tanya, aku bangga aku dilahirkan Melayu. Tapi aku takde rasa superior, bagaikan Melayu tu dah disenarai dalam VIP access untuk ke syurga. Tak. Mana-mana bangsa pun, sama di sisi DIA.

Jadi apa yang kau cuba buktikan?

Aku tak menulis post ni untuk bangsa yang spesifik. Tak kira apa bangsa kau sekalipun. Cina, India, Kadazan, Paduang, Melayu, Jawa, Boyan.. kita semua sama. Manusia dengan lima pancaindera. Semuanya revert kepada benda yang satu. And of course I am not talking about 1Malaysia.

Dan paling lawak , mamat yang membasuh tu sendiri rambut karat, baju polo kolar naik. haha. kau sama je dgn punker tegar yg kononya menggelapkan harapan bangsa walhal mereka tidak tp kau, ya..

blerggghhh~ kau bosan

sekadar gambar hiasan.. hahahaa

~ my kegilaan.. madness

2010-11-25T19:17:00.005+08:00

Dear Enchik Zeta,

bukan tak syg kamu lagi, tp buat masa ini,

I sayang sangat dekat enchik exam.

"evybody said that i'm egoist coz ignoring u and not forgiving u"

but saya cam x da masa utk awak buat masa ni.

masa saya hanya utk encik exam.

wanna hold down dengan kamu dulu sebab saya sangat bahagia dgn encik EXAM.

nnti pas next week, bila kontrak dgn encik EXAM dah abis,

kita berkasih2an balik ya enchik zeta.

I LOVE EXAM

instead of enchik zeta dalam 2mggu ni aje.

muahahahaha

(mazni maisya dah separuh gila sbb paper exam yg melambak2. stress)

~Aidiladha wish

2010-11-16T21:46:00.004+08:00

Aidiladha, this year, falls on 17 November, 2010. Wednesday.
And for me, it does not matter how tasty the food is, how much Qurban you are willing to sacrifice.
Just be happy that you are blessed with your families. Appreciate them. Never take them for granted.
and for my friends who r sacrifices 4 not back to hometown bcoz of the finals exam is just around, (expecially penghuni family lane)
gud luck guys .

mr2 family lane yg x balik. hope you guys okey beraya diperantauan :)

With this, here goes my wish!

'Salam Aidil Adha 1431 Hijrah.'

May Happiness and Joys Will Always Be With Us!

Cheers for a Delightful Day Ahead!

~Those were the days :) oh, hidup!

2010-11-15T17:53:00.009+08:00

comment2 terbaru dr my dear friends..."weh, lame x update blog", "blog hang dah usang la cik mazni", lalu aku pun jwb, "ha lar pakcik... ni nak update la ni..." tp x update2 pun...sory guys ;) hikhikhik.

well, recently kami 3BBV mmg bz dgn Kaedah Penyelidikan a.k.a KP... a research just like PSM. developing a new teaching aid in education. nampak senang tp time reportnya, reject reject rereject smpi study week baru siap... i fall in love with KP. smpi jadi benci. the best moment buat aku gelak;

zee : maz, nape termenung?

me : doing all this stuff la pakcik..pikir smpi otak beku

zee : pikir ape?

me : camane nak jadikan dari 5page kpd 50 page?

zee : LOL :) (smbil sekeh kepala aku)

btw, kami mmg berkampung di library hampir smggu.. catat sejarah tu. nsb baik library 24hours. hehe :)

just finish doing charity blog for BP kelab. blog + a research too... ok, sume research. kalo korg tak nak bace ttg research, lg bagus. bosan ek.

exam is just around the corner.. tp study masih mls.. ape daa. *ketuk kpala 12kali, ok cukup!* ntah bile nak berubah ni.. hahaha

my final exam schedule : copy dari cik niza :)

my love story? kind of complicated. sangat rindu kamu. plz be back to uthm a.s.a.p please... muahahaha.. gatal plak. ngee~~go study first la mazni maisya, exam!!!!!

well, i did miss my girls also.. oleh kerana tugasan n research yg pening buat kami xda masa nak bersenda gurau. Ct, sya,wawa & kak ida :) female language much, asakkun! :) the thing is, work has been crazy.

saya rindu :

2. lawak2 yg tak perlu di explain.
3. ayat2 yg tak perlu dihabiskan.
4. lawak2 yg bersambung2.
5. turun karok smpi x da suara.
6. keluar balik rumah 5-6 kali satu hari.
7. sesi lepak tak ingat sampai ke pagi.
8. late nights-otak-otak-and-heart-to-heart-sessions.
9. omg, kerang goreng. (walaupun makanan dan minuman macam jarang sekali sedap)
10. basically rindu semua tempat makan yg selalu dikunjungi.
11. nak decide mane nak makan for hours.
12. oh, rindu nak bergossip di dalam kelas.

orang kata : university years, it was indeed the best time of our lives.

i agree. try to enjoy every second of my life =p

btw, daus dah ade blog. u can check his out.

~ updated my Merdeka celebrationssss~~

2010-09-06T23:52:00.009+08:00

da lama tak update blog. juz bz lately utk berbloging... =p but on Merdeka day..i did go for some celebration after berbuka puasa dgn ma classmate. it was a hectic and bestest day i ever had.

opss.. hari ini nak berblogging dalam bahasa melayu demi merdeka... ni pun atas nasihat pakcik zul yg suruh memartabatkan bahasa melayu.. jgn nak ckp inggeris saja, katanya. hahaha =p

kitorang going...opss pergi ke Danga Bay untuk berpoya2... haha.. bila kami nak kuar simpang jalan besar. pastu ade avanza kaler ijau berhenti betol2 kat tepi simpang tu. zul pun tegur, (dalam kete je la) "dangerous betul kereta ni". dan dengan menggunakan perkataan dangerous tu, zul bermaksud membahayakan keselamatan saya, dan dia sebab tak nampak kereta dari arah kanan sebab avanza yg agak besar tu dah block view kitorang. (tapi at last dapat gak cross dengan selamat - alhamdulillah)

lepas je kitorang belok kanan, kitorang nampak ade sorang brader ni (dalam late 30s kot) tengah sengih2, berlari2 anak sambil pegang bendera Malaysia. Ohhhhhhhhh!!! rupanya dia adalah pemandu kereta avanza tadi. bendera kereta dia tercabut rupanya. sanggup dia membahayakan keselamatan kereta dia, keluarga dia (dan juga keselamatan aku dan zul) demi nak selamatkan bendera negara kita. aku yakin dia bukan selamatkan bendera tu sebab bendera tu mahal. sebab bendera letak kat keta tu murah je (aku yakin)

jadi, terus tak jadik nak marah kat brother avanza. sebab beliau menggadai nyawa demi bendera Malaysia. kalau sebab bendera pun dia menggadai nyawa dia dan keluarga dia, apatah lagi kalau negara kita yg terancam, kan? :)

we need these kinds of malaysians. (wah, boleh anta kat astro masuk my malaysian story tak? LOL) kalau semua orang malaysia macam ni, kan best?

Selamat Hari Merdeka, semua~~ =p

~wth? owh no

2010-08-16T20:05:00.004+08:00

i'm movie addicted. so kalo ade cite baru je, msti pergi tgk dlu. my frenz telah menjadikan saya sbg tempat rujukan movie.. hahaha... but recently... i just cant rated all show.
saya lebih ingt enchik zeta dari movie...

twilight dan enchik zeta...
none of the scene yg i cant remember unless Jacob is shirtless. haha
salt...sorcerer's apprentice...
the last airbender...i dont remember the end of the part.
but remembering vividly enchik.

jgn kata movie.. semua hal mahupun program.

well, enchik zeta sudah mengaburi duniaku...
come on sya... kembali focus bleh tak?

~ You

2010-06-29T13:01:00.003+08:00

You only talk to me only when you need me

other than that,

you are too busy.

when i should fullstops you from my life...

i'm just babbling. dowh~~~END

~ Birthdayssss Post.

2010-06-23T00:25:00.005+08:00

~Of the one who cheered me through academic exercise~

My Mash ;D

so i got back from the beach with a notification that it's ur birthday.

and sms u right the way. but u did not reply. ya, on 3 a.m, sapa nak reply kan.

but know that i feel that i'm really blessed as God has given me the chance to know u closer.

u are one nice person that it would be such a shame to not have u in my life, as one of the closest to me.

Happy Birthday Mas

nnti kite pergi celebrate kat U ya ;D

~Of the cowboy who photographs so well~

Mr Ayie

it was hard finding a good picture of you.

so i had to go through allll your albums and every single picture u uploaded.

i mighhht sound like a stalker but trust me, i'm not.

happy birthday abg ayie..

u're the one who never fails to make me laugh and annoyed at the same time!

hehe.. gud luck in your life and kawen cepat juga ;D

p/s: 2morow bezday zulfadhli zulkefli plak kan mas... be remembering. haha =p

~Nota Untuk Mereka

2010-05-26T23:02:00.004+08:00

helo sayam2ku. :D kita marah bukan sebab kita benci. kita benci bukan sebab kita tak sayang. sayang lawannya bukan benci. sayang lawannya indifference. indifference tu ape? tu la orang soh gi kelas ponteng. indifference tu mcm neutral la lebeyh kurang begitu. kita patut gembira kalau ade org benci kita. itu maknanya org tu masih sayang. kalau tibe2 org tu dah takde perasaan..marah pun tak, suka pun tak.. baru kita patut sedih. ok sayangs, aku sayang korang. dan aku masih sayang korang walaupun kalian dianggap remeh. :D

p/s: girls.. i miss u all.

~Kalo kau stress hanya sebab tak dpt shopping dan Zeta ta call.

2010-05-21T22:10:00.003+08:00

orang bertuah macam kau, mazni..

takde kereta, complain kene jalan jauh, penat panas.

bila ada kereta, pun sama complain.sedangkan, kaki kau, tangan kau, cukup 2.

orang kurang bertuah..
takde kaki pun kene jalan, mazni. kene pakai tongkat, kene pakai kerusi roda..
kadang2 naik turun bas, kene maki dengan pakcik bas sebab lambat..
rakyat malaysia tak prihatin, tak tolong.
kemudahan malaysia belum cukup mesra oku, kalau pakai kerusi roda..
susah nak naik bas n train.

kau tanak bersyukur ke mazni?

orang bertuah macam kau, mazni..
mak bapak anta belajar tinggi2. tu pun complain, assignment banyak..
lecturer tak best, kelas banyak..kelas takde aircond..presentation stress.
asgment,projek susah nak buat.

orang kurang bertuah..
borang isi upu pun tak tercapai. spm pun tak lepas kadang2.
kalau dapat isi upu pun, result kurang memuaskan..mak bapak tak mampu nak hantar private..
dan takde orang dalam plak tu nak tolong masukkan.

kau tanak bersyukur ke mazni?

orang bertuah macam kau, maznie..
makan tak best pun complain. kenny rogers ayam kecik la..pinang sebatang service lambat la..
pastu terlebih kenyang la, makan tolak tepi la..tanak makan sebab tak best la..

orang kurang bertuah..
kadang2 terpaksa tak makan sebab mmg takde ape nak makan dan tak ade duit pun nak makan. kadang2 terpaksa korek tong sampah dan cari sisa makanan. ntah2 sisa makanan kau.

kau tanak bersyukur ke mazni?

orang bertuah macam kau, mazni..
kau memang tau complain je. benda paling stress dalam hidup kau ape? ape je dugaan tuhan bagi kat kau kalau kau nak banding dengan manusia2 yg takda kaki, takda tangan..
kau stress sebab Zeta tak call or sms kau..kau stress sebab takde handbag baru..kau stress sebab takde kasut baru..kau stress sebab takde hp baru..kau stress sbb takde laptop baru..kau stress sebab takde baju baru. orang yg takda kaki, takda tangan tu tengok masalah hidup kau, diorang gelak je weh. orang yg kat palestine tu tengok kau stress pasal masalah hidup kau, diorang akan baling je kau dalam longkang weh!

bersyukur boleh mazni?
bersyukur tau tak ape?
ape je yg tuhan tak bagi yg kau nak complain banyak2 sangat?
family, cukup.
kawan2 cukup.
makan pakai cukup.
kasih sayang pun cukup. tu pun kadang2 kau mengada je lebih.
boleh tak cakap alhamdulillah. boleh tak kau jangan complain2?
esok tuhan tarik balik semua yg kau ada, kau nak ke?
bersyukur dengan apa kau ada, mazni.
BERSYUKUR DENGAN APA YANG KAU ADA.

p/s: jom kawan2.. mari bersyukur~

~My Bday ;'D

2010-05-06T22:30:00.004+08:00

03.05.2010. Mazni Maisya's Day

the ones who texted or via facebook:

Abg Farizzul Asyraf (the first one to wish!),freaky, ayu,chippy,kecik,hafriz,akma,aizat,

nadia,ketam,Lomang Bakar a.k.a Zul,Aifiq,nina,menoza,ejat,

hafiz,fiffy,si charming,psycho ex,siti, syafiza, kakak ida,Kak Azieya

ayu syg,abby syg,liyana,tajul,aimi,kak eeja-dut,

intan,zulfadhli, Epen, paeh,adek-dut,pie,jijie, Afend,Nazlizan Nasir,acad and azri

the ones who called:

syud sayamku,Izza,abg wan,ejoi,burn, Abg

the ones who im:

ella,adib,amir,hareez

the ones who left comments on fs/ms/blog:

sis fad,nadia(again),baran,janet my cousin,

intan(again),umie,ejan,jimmy,zatie,arja,waniey, Stargone

the ones who wished in person:

my dutz of course, ayong-dut,nana-dut,umi-dut,papa-dut,

adek-dut,tokmak-dut,aunts and uncles, cousins.

the one who doing the party:

Zul, Azuan, Noor and Fiqah

i love each and every single one of you,

thnx for making my birthday MY DAY.

happy birthday also to those who share the same birthdate with me..

p/s:Too many names and i think i left out some name. Sorry but thanks a lot ;'D

gonna hangout with Zul 2morrow utk tuntut my birthday present ;'D

~ Sedang Exam

2010-04-19T19:45:00.004+08:00

mazni. maisya. sedang. exam. hidup. sekarang. penuh. stress. sampai. rasa. nak. pause. sekejap. supaya. boleh. rest.

guys, wish me luck.

btw,tak sabar juga nak tggu holidays. owh cuti semester, i kindly miss u.

mmmmuuuuaaahh....

nnti i nak break off la dgn exam. stress hidup dgnmu. =p

~ Miserable fight happy?

2010-04-16T22:38:00.003+08:00

“No one can make you miserable without your permission” (Syafiq)

So true. It is YOUR life. It is YOUR feelings. People are mean. People do mean things to you. People hurt you. What people want to do to you; you can’t control. And yes, you can’t help feeling hurt. BUT you can control how you handle that emotion of yours. You are hurt. Are you gonna break down and be miserable out of things (mean) people do to you?

i used to be that person. but now, generally, I am a happy person. (and i thank God for that) Why? Because I want to be happy. I choose to be happy. I do not let stupid things get in my way. And stupid things do not happen all the time. And when it does, I always tell myself, why be miserable over one thing when you can actually be HAPPY over thousands? Why would I want to let one thing get in my way? Be thankful of what you have, forget what you don’t. I have friends coming up to me telling me how they envy seeing me always happy and laughing. I just don’t get how people see being happy as something so hard to do.

so are you done being sad? enough is enough. coz it's pathetic.

p/s: my project was rejected n trying to solve it. and my final exam: just coming arond. stressfull? ya i know & trying to enjoy every sec of it. sambil hoping, bila leh rest ni.. hehe =p

~Dear Zet

2010-03-31T22:37:00.005+08:00

though i want it so much to tie u down and lock u up in a cage (tiada niat kinky di sini),
i won't coz i know u'll be happy there.
i will miss u zeta.

go to your profile and have a look at your pictures.

open up old archieves and read all our conversations.
it ease the pain.

pathetic, i know.

and sedih.

though u're a recent acehole, but we go wayyyy back kan? :P take really good care of urself,hun.

Help me girls, make my pain away. missing him buat aku separuh gila.

~Why did it get so complicated?

2010-02-27T23:23:00.003+08:00

love was supposed to be simple.
u love that person, that person loves u back.
as simple as that.
dont go around telling me, oh, it's more complicated than that.
love is subjective. love needs sacrifice, love needs full commitment, there's no word to describe love, love is kablam! dabush!. ah, bullshit.

love was supposed to be simple.
no the guy has to be the one paying for everything, no the girl has to be picked up every now and then, no third party, no abuse, no if u love me u do as i say, no if u love me u wouldn't be friends with that person. no. nothing like that.

benda alah simple je beb, aku sayang kau, kau sayang aku. dah cukup. dua2 tahu. dua2 happy.

so tell me. why it can be so complicated?

setiap manusia sentiasa sesat dalam mencari jalan yang pasti.

dan aku sentiasa buta dalam mencari jalan yang terbaik untukku~~

~ pergi kosong, balik kosong.

2010-01-26T22:17:00.002+08:00

aku rase semester ni macam pergi kelas dengan otak yg kosong dgn harapan dapat la ilmu..

tp at last, balik pun kosong..

in certain subject, aku rase stress gak coz dah sebulan lbh sem baru ni, aku still xdapat pape.

tapi baru2 ni, ade ujian and asignment..

subject mekanik pepejal yg memang aku rasa cam x pernah belaja pape, after wat assignment.

cume asgnment aku je yg x di reject sdgkan semua classmate's asgnment kena reject.

selamat. eventough rase bengap gile la.

System Digit... kalo g class die dgn otak kosong, balik bleh la dpt 1/10 kot.

ujian aritu i get quite nice mark.

bagus. pergi enjoy2 lg.... skang nasib ko baik mazni, sok luse? sape tau..

please la mazni maisya~~ tolong berubah!

kawan2, aku x mau cam ni lg... i want keluar dari kuliah tu, at least i can cover for 60%.

i need some focus... ajar aku cara2 nak focus>?

~ update

2010-01-17T20:03:00.002+08:00

i know. it HAS been a while. and i'm not in the mood to update either.
will update soon, okay?

p/s: just so u know, i'm not a fan of what's going on right now.
i don't want this either, trust me.

~ broken

2009-11-28T15:15:00.002+08:00

i've got my needle and thread.
but a piece of my broken heart is no longer there..
does this mean it can't be mend forever? ):

aku ada byk benda nak disiapkan.
aku ada byk benda nak dipikirkan.
aku ada byk.....

ya, aku runsing~

~ Update the Outdated

2009-11-18T16:42:00.003+08:00

da lama ta updated.

ha... exam week sudah finish.

pastu, nak pegi enjoy. hehe =p

keluar date dgn Ya? it is a must la... before pulang ke kampung halaman.

will be back to muar soon.

back to ampang also.

then, go to shopping.

genting highlands... here i come. with my housemate.

erm.. rasenye tu je rancangan utk this holiday.

kwn2 and Ya, jom enjoy... mmuahhh =p

~ Malam ini.

2009-11-05T03:16:00.003+08:00

I'm tired. mentally tired. it seems like i can't stop thinking.

there are just so many things on my mind.

every. single. second. i swear.

maybe coz i'm still in the exam.

my stress mood : ON

in the middle of night. someone called me. He may not my special guy, but special enough than other boys. yay...gatal sokmo. haha =p

i was asleep and pick up the phone. and i couldn't remember what he say. but i remembered this:

'Good Night My Puteri Gunung Ledang'

with the background music of kekasih gelapku by ungu.

seriuos. I terus woke up. and smiling like pink roses. blooming.

yes, i am mentally tired. and i just want to shut myself.

but the sweetest thing, sumtimes give us hope to hang around.

owh, the reason why i wrote~~~ ya. die kekasih gelap aku yg x gelap. haha =p

no more question girls. fullstops.

toodles.

~ Aku Benci Soalan itu

2009-10-31T09:39:00.002+08:00

i know everyone pun in da mood of exam... exam exam exam.. mmg life seorg student.

but aku benci akan soalan :

Ko dah abis study ke?

Ko tak study ke?

Ko tipu, ko mesti dah abis stdy semua chapter.

Semua soalan busy body... aku x pernah dihujani oleh soalan2 ni waktu aku amik diploma dlu...

siyes... aku benci gile dkt soalan yg mcm ni...

bile aku jwb belum study, mereka2 ini cakap aku tipu...

bila aku jwb, aku x tipu la.... mereka ta percaya.

then, aku nak jwb ape sbb mmg aku lum abis study pun. i am last minute person la.

hey, i do have frend yg jika i kuarkan statement, AKU DAH FINISH ALL CHAPTER atau AKU DAH STUDY... pasti die menggelupur.

friend, ko cari la org lain utk compete, bukan aku. jangan tanya soalan bodoh tu.

rimas ngok bile ko tnye. aku rase cam nak lempang ko je...

dah. pergi ko main jauh2..

jangan kacau hidup aku... jgn skodeng ape aku tgh wat. risaukan diri ko dulu. ko pergi la abiskan chapter ko. baru ko tnye aku! oke.

atau....

aku lempang ko.

pilih la.

owh BTW, kalo aku study perlu ke aku inform kat semua org, dimana, pkul brapa, sampai mane, thp kefahaman, thp ketereran, and etc... ah, korg semua bosan. diam2 sudah!

~ Money can(t) Buy Happiness

2009-10-14T20:55:00.007+08:00

as i'm reading Addin's blog....

Addin kate: so..kesimpulan dia..money is not important. it can't buy happiness.

ahah. i don't quite agree with u there bro.
see, i've been thinking to blog bout this. the moments are never right. haha.
now that someone triggers the blogging cells in my brain i want to say something bout this.

to me, money can actually buy happiness.

well not literally, of course la kan.
you can't go to a shop and say, 'bang, tapau satu kegembiraan'.
tipu lah weh.haha =p

ok give me something that makes u happy.
lets take friends for example. you need to be around your friends to feel happy.

1) if you need to hang out with your friends, you need some amount of money as well. even if it's just around riverside, or pak janggut or 24 hour kedai mamak..ais kosong pun 20 sen ma.

2) if you need to go to your friends' house to hang out with them, you do need to pay for the cabs or rapid which costs at least 1rgt, kan kan kan?

ok give me another one. such as blogging.

1) you need internet connection to blog. and when you have the internet connection, you do need to pay for it. (curik line jiran sebelah rumah is a different thing- but u still need to pay for the electricity for your pc)hahaha.

i know some of you are like *errr...what the hell??*.
i'm just babbling. this is not going anywhere. :D
you can stop reading now. toodles!

p/s : BTW, plz enjoy the the post of Herman about our raya =p

~ Sneek Peek Raya

2009-10-07T11:14:00.007+08:00

When Raya goes around, love also in the air...

the red_ not MU oke... middle: Mazni Maisya

hihi..miss both of u

My Mika..opps, Ultraman Mika. =P budak degil..

My anak buah, ayu nazura the long hair and my former student, ain.

owh, my duit raya. even dah tua pun, i still dpt duit raya tau...

sorry for photo-updating... i hope it is not too late.

BTW, Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin

again.... hehe =P

~ Raya Wish -

2009-09-25T14:56:00.005+08:00

hi guys. i'll be busy starting tomorrow with my family open house and will be back to university soon..

but first i'd like to dedicate my special raya wish to someone, a bit late actually but still in raya & maaf2 mood kan...

*owh, saya didenda sbenarnya.. and i required to publish this dedication khas utk my frenz yg beraya di Tawau ini bak! *

Special Raya Wish To Herman and His Frenz ( Zuhairi, Rezal and whoever yg close with emang! urm..there are just too many of ur frenz to be mentioned here..i wish i could, but 'fraid might left out some names..so better not. ;D you know who you are kan? *wink*)

selamat hari raya!!

will not be away though..hehe..(will be picture-updating blog)

may u guys have a great raya. i know i will, insyaAllah.

ok dearest, take care..have a good holiday.

Maaf zahir batin. ;)

p/s: willowans, we've been working pretty hard for the past few days (azwan specially).lets have a break and continue after raya k?

~ Puasa & Makan2~

2009-09-17T02:20:00.007+08:00

Buka Puasa with Housemate ~ JM2/23 Taman Melewar

-eda, hani, blossom, eyra, chippy, sitido,yuya-

of course, it was filled with kegilaan and i would say that ideas given that buka were the best ever.

chippy 'cherryslutty' cyrus + pet

BTW, quiz kat FB pasal jm2-23, aku dapat fullmark ok.. tu tanda aku caring kat korang, sayam2ku...

Berbuka With My Girls on 11 September at Pinang Sebatang, Parit Raja

Nafsu berbuka yang sangat x dpt tertahan.. ya, kami order lauk byk utk mkn 4 org...

(moja kate kami kebulur thp cipan...jahat ko moja! hehe)

byk ordef pun abis licin gak... kire x mbazir kan kan kan... (sekali lg moja kate 1st time jumpe lauk best, jakun.... statement jeles moja sbb x dpt ikut! haha )

here is my girls.... syafiza,maisya,sitido and *eda who take this photo...the girls who keep the sadness away from our life!

Berbuka Puasa Di Surau Taman Melewar (almost forgot the date =p)

owh.. 4 sept.. already written up in the picture.. hehe =P

kami serumah makan kat talam besar.. seronok & enjoy sgt! eratkan lg hubungan kan..

this day, semua housemate jm2-23 pegi surau, buka, solat sesama... best kan gurls! bile nak wat lg? ehehe *gelak jahat*

~ Jadik cikgu? tak cool lah~

2009-09-10T08:42:00.006+08:00

09/09/09 in Kenegaraan Exibition.. meet my old classmate lorr..

the 'friend' : so u're in education field?
me: yes?
the 'friend' : oh my god you're so boring.
me: :) i know!

kamu kata begitu, then ur lecture is boring? hurmmm...
well boring people give you your degree lah cik abg oiii..

education field x boring tau... janji bkn jadik uncivilized people kan?
eh, aren't you??

~ aduh, saket siot!!!

2009-09-09T12:28:00.005+08:00

semalam....
he's the reason of me to keep smiling the whole day!

but today,
he's the reason fo me to feel so sakit!! sakit beb! ati aku sakit!!

i told you i don't want to feel this again! sakit beb!!
aku dah warning, tp aku yg degil.. break my own rules... padan muka aku!

dah dah, kau pergi jauh2 dari aku!!!
aku rimas dan aku sakit!!!

tolong kwn2.... btul, cinta itu sakit dan aku cam x serik2 lak!

jauhkan aku dr dia!

~ Posting boring!!

2009-09-08T01:40:00.003+08:00

Lama dah x posting blog!

aku bz..dowh~~

biasa la hidup student...

warna2 kehidupan.....

fuh.... aku rindu untuk dapatkan tido yg bkualiti...

x cukup tido nih!!!!!

~my new game now~

2009-08-24T17:12:00.006+08:00

new info about h1n1. whatever you do DO NOT TOUCH YOUR FACE.

yes, DO NOT.

and you and your friends can keep reminding each other when u see anyone starting to touch their face..

u can shout 'don't touch your face!'.

by doing this, u'll prevent the germs to infect you easily (oh my god, pardon my science language) and admit it, it's a fun game.

'hey! don't touch your face!' 'hey you! stop touching your face'. fun isn't it? haha. just do it. mexico does and it's working.

~ Makcik itu kata saya??

2009-08-17T14:27:00.003+08:00

My u was on holiday. So mmg enjoy la dok uma with my little brother. But on Friday last week...

i heard conversation between my mum and this next door makcik yg kolot ni...

Makcik kolot : Anak aku nak kawin sbb ade org nak die. tergila2 lelaki tu kat die. Anak ko tu x nak kawin ke *pointing at me* ?

My mum : bagus anak x mintk kawin,tp die mintak smbung belajar.punah harapan aku kalo die nak kawin sblum die capai cita2 die.

Mum, i do love u...mmuah!!! i'll make sure x kan sia2 kan harapan mum!!

makcik yg kolot... kamu tau x anak kamu tu baru 15 tahun? then u nak kawinkan die dgn lelaki yg umo 19year. ur anak bhenti skola slum smpt amik PMR smata2 nak kawin!

sdgkan jln idup mereka jauh lg. kawin bukan jaminan kualiti utk berjaya. tp pelajaran tu menjamin sgalanya. Kenapa makcik sangat Kolot?

Dan jangan SAMAkan saya dgn anak makcik.. i baru 22 years and married is not a big issue of my life. tp a degree dan khidupan masa depan saya is my biggggg issue...

saya dan anak makcik berbeza... kerana sgt geram dgn makcik yang kolot itu, my brother and i x pg pun kenduri tu. sebaliknya kami g tgk G.I. Joe kat cinema. lg happy!!!

owh, by the way makcik kolot..setahu i la, budak umo 15 thun x leh kawin until shes turn 16. juga, kenapa nak kawinkan anak tu so sudden? ari jumaat bgtau, ahad kenduri. Why so sudden??

unless anak makcik tu?????

*hahah =P..x nak ckp lg... dosa!*

owh, smoga kamu bhagia dunia akhirat whai jiranku!!! gagahaha =P

~ Holiday to H1N1

2009-08-11T01:17:00.001+08:00

Secara officially student UTHM akan on holiday berkuatkuasa pada Rabu ini.

But i don't like holiday.
as my task and assignment are on progress, this thing stop all my aimed to finish my task.
Thus, my 2 presentation will be postpone until naik cuti, then it makes my presentation to 3 okey!! 3 presentation on one week!
what a chaotic life!
blum campur asgnment ad test lg...

owh, i dont like all this.. i don't like holiday yang mengejut begini.

semua ini kerana H1N1... please go away.

u hurt to many people.
and now u make my life more complicated.
pleaseeee go away.
don't hurt anyone.

~ Number 1 ?

2009-08-09T08:59:00.006+08:00

Mazni : Asyik kena present no 1 je?

Syafiza : Tangan ko ni x berbedung. tu yang cabut undi, dpt no 1 je.

Helmy : bukan la. girl, u r so lucky la.. best what to be the 1st one..

everyone said that i'm so lucky. Lucky la sangat. pada korang je. kenapa?
sbb setiap kali undian for presentation, i always get the NUMBER 1. ONE oke!

sangat tertekan sbb next week i've got 2 presentation on CNI & Education Technology.
owh education tech, Dr itu sgt cerewet!!
baru rase relief pada philoshophy's presentation then, here comes 2 more...
semuanye, i am the 1st presenting.

bukan x suke present the 1st one, but i feel like kaku kejap ok... maklumla, classmate baru. then, cam not enough time to gether more in4mation lorr.
but i do like to be the 1st one coz kite yg tetapkan standard, x da sape yg bleh dicompare kan kan kan...

so guy, i have a big presentation on education technology. Wish me luck ok!
lots lots lots 2 of luck~~ =P haha

by the way, my housemate and i hav a lot of programme this week. will be posting about that later.
*but i have to berkampung kat library cari maklumat dulu k*

p/s : owh, saya juga tpaksa cancel dating dgn Lee. Lee, nnti we're hang out on holiday k. Promise dude!

~ Siapa cakap student tak busy? tipu.

2009-07-31T18:59:00.003+08:00

hi. updating seems impossible these days as it is coming to the maxima week of the semester and i had too many task to be done. ok lets start with next week ya.

Monday
- Mdm Sofurah want us to sing The element in Periodic Table (owh, why shuld singing? bace pun leh hafal what!)
- Mind map~ chapters of material technology
- Submit information for philoshophy presentation to Hamzah
- Note on Electromagnet.

Tuesday
- Submit Proposal of Kenegaraan dan pembangunan mutakhir Malaysia
- Media tradisional VS Media Alaf Baru. Impaknya terhadap pilihanraya Malaysia? proposal need to be submit on 8 p.m
- Progress report of material technology's project (OMG!blum start pe2 lg)

Wednesday
- i don't have any task on wednesday but i have to settle lots of things as i have a presentation the next day and a quiz.

Thursday
- Submit Philosophy's assignment (aah, falsafah ini pening tau tak!)
- Philosophy's Presentation.
- Philosophy Quiz (hari ini mmg hari philosopy... jgn tkejut kalo i mcm org yg berkaliber time tu! haha =P )

so i think that's the end of the hell for next week. next to next week won't be this hectic i think. :D hahaha~~~

p/s : will be updating as soon as possible. as my job were done ok!

~ Oh H.O.U.S.E.M.A.T.E

2009-07-29T22:03:00.004+08:00

.My new housemate ~ JM2, Melewar.

gals who always replace my frown with crown. :D

p/s : Syafiza was not in here coz i didn't pick her up yet.

~ ingin berpesan....

2009-07-23T22:48:00.006+08:00

dapat message di myspace pagi ini.

perkara pertama yg dipikirkan:

oh, bila gf kau dah tinggalkan kau..baru kau carik aku?

perkara kedua yg dipikirkan:

karma tu betol2 wujud :)

perkara ketiga...ZzZZzZzzzz *oops tertidur*

mari tekan butang delete.

tehehehhe

....kalau tibe2 kau orang ni dapat kekasih hati, jangan la lupa kawan2..
sampai kekasih hati kau orang tu boleh buat kau putus kawan dengan kawan2..
lepas tu bila kekasih hati kau tinggalkan kau, baru kau nak carik kawan2?

sorry la geng, aku dah move on. lame dah..tata.

~ owh.. Saya di Tag! ~

2009-07-22T00:00:00.004+08:00

waniey... i promise to do this tag kan... but yang lagi satu tu... ahaks!! mintak delay k...

mmmuaahhhh..... sayang waniey.

1) Bekas kekasih saya

- Ramai ni...erk.. kena sebut ke... let say.. Mr Farid & Mr Fendy. Actually x-bf's name sume start with F.. tu yg perangai mereka pun cam Fcuk tu...ahaks!

2) Saya sedang mendengar

- housemate sdgg mkn keropok mami monster. bunyi kunyahan die agak menyelerakan!

3) Mungkin saya patut

– tido... dah mlm ni Sya oiii!!

4) Saya suka

– dia itu....

5) Sahabat-sahabat saya

- Ct, Mash, Yanie and Mr Charming.

6) Saya tak faham

– Pian. x-classmate i when in poly. skang same u... owh, slalu saje argue dgn die.

7) Saya kehilangan

– cinta?? huhuuu....

8) Ramai yang berkata

– i am frendly.. ahaks! btulkah ini??

9) Cinta itu adalah

– nothing 4 me... fullstop

10) Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang

– main ym dan buat assignment... kamu bile lg nak wat assignment The Sya??

11) Saya akan cuba

– buat baik dgn budak lengai.

12) Perkataan SELAMANYA membawa maksud

– forever?? erk.... ???

13) Telefon bimbit saya

–SE Z610i (ksygn ku, pemberian seseorg), Nokia Express Music & Nokia lame yg i lupe the series.

14) Bila saya terjaga
– saya terus mandi. itu penting!

15) Saya paling meluat

– org2 yang bperangai seperti kump 8 dalam jadual berkala (kimia)..mereka ini lengai!!

16) Pesta/parti adalah

– bile hangout dgn frenz smbil berpoya2... mlm2 di ibukota..

17) Haiwan yang paling comel pernah saya temui

– isabella... my pet

18) Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan saya ialah

- erk.... waktu kecik2.. xda tanggungjwb..xda masalah.. hepi jerk!

19) Hari ini

– Settlekan assignment... sudah hampir siap!

20) Malam ini saya akan

– ade class..smbung goreng2 ayat utk assignment

21) Esok pula saya akan

– dan Lee mahu amik saya utk pergi mkn!

22) Saya betul-betul inginkan

– Suzuki Swift

23) Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini

– Owh..ade jerawat!

24) Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan-

- Bersuka ria.. shopping is my expertise and my best theraphy ever lah!!

25) Makanan Barat atau Jepun?

– Western!

26) Bilik yang terang atau gelap?

– Terang....

27) Makanan segera adalah

–makanan yg cepat.. hahahah

28) Ayat terakhir yang anda telah katakan pada seseorang

– Shila, Bangun...dah kul 12...kate nak study!

29) Siapa yang anda ingin tag:

- Awak

- owh awak nak buat juga

- eh, yg sana tu pun nak ditag? ok la....
- awak juga nak? buat la k..
- dan... sesape je yg nak di tag!

~ keTERUJAan ~

2009-07-16T16:36:00.004+08:00

helo helo!
weekend ini
back in Ampang people!!
going for shopping with Azura later..
and will be at Azura and Adam's for the rest of the day..
drop by and help out beaches&aceholes! :P

can't wait to see everyone!
i miss everyoneeeeeeeeeeee still~
mmmwaaahhhhh!!!

~ Funny Thing Larr

2009-07-09T13:33:00.005+08:00

perkara yg kelakar di awal hari (seawal 2 pagi) bergurau senda dgn housemate...

"Maznie, kau jgn bercinta. umo 26, ko suruh mak ko cr jodoh" kata si teman.

:D
idea yg boleh dipertimbangkan. nnt aku pikir yer? hehe.

~ A letter he'll NEVER read

2009-07-05T20:58:00.005+08:00

helo my charming guy.
lets stop.
stop sending gd morning wishes.
stop saying gd nite.
stop sending me comments..
stop texting each other.
just stop.

coz we'll never be..
whatever we want us to be.
whatever i want us to be.
so stop..walk away from my life..
i promise i'll walk away from yours..
just make it easier for me..please..

My charming ..
I'm so sorry..
I've an affair now.. with sum one else..
I felt guilty..
sorry for having sum1 else but not you..

~ Not the best Gudbye

2009-06-23T22:50:00.008+08:00

I'm quitting my job. Leaving my not so lovely office. haha =P
Pasti rindu my office yang selalu choas!

Leaving my job. my routine doesn't be the same after this. No more calculation yang amat tension when end of month. haha ;D

Leaving my man & Mika in Ampang.
Owh, break off with my boyfriend (my car) too.... *sdg frust gila ni*

New challenge for me is coming. I have leave everything just to fulfill my passion.
Harap ia berbaloi.
kawan2, wish me luck okey...

p/s: I may not be blogging for now. bile dah settle everything, I'll be writing A.S.A.P

~ entry maaf - Faizal Tahir

2009-06-21T22:51:00.006+08:00

I am a big fan kepada Faizal Tahir. Die sangat intelligent dalam memperjuangkan genre music nya. Sebab itu i like him.

tapi,

Kejadian ini berlaku di Carefour Ampang. I and Charming singgah Carefour dari meeting di Hulu Langat. Waktu naik escalator (zul tolong spell this one => ).....

The man in front of us (about a meter or two from us) was so smart & hot. His style ala2 macam Faizal Tahir...

Si Charming yg sibuk main SMS dgn sape ntah...Then, mulut ku yg xda insuranss ini terlepas cakap, tp mmg ckp pada charming. bukan pada lelaki in front of us tu...dgn nada yg agak x berapa perlahan (aku rase cam level amplitude biase je.. ehehe =P )

'Ek eleh... pakai camni, die ingat die Faizal Tahir ke? Poyo gile'
sambil cuit charming.

Charming cubit balik. Aku tgk lelaki tu...die toleh...

OMG! He is really Faizal Tahir...
kerana malu, aku terus bukak handphone..buat2 tgh type SMS...

Sorry to Abg Faizal Tahir.
I didn't mean too.. saya berkata begitu kerana saya x suka ade org tiru gaya faizal tahir. u r FT and the only one FT!!
Sorry =(
tp saya mmg minat kamu, FT!

~ Crying is Suck !

2009-06-18T22:07:00.004+08:00

hoho~~ Feeling down today...

i remembered the last time i cried adalah sewaktu my classmate, Miss Mun menfitnah saya kepada Husni.
Well, Husni has come to settle down all the misunderstanding.
Happilly ever after akhirnya~

Setahun lebih jugak perkara tu blaku. That was the last time i cried. Ditinggalkan kekasih juga aku tak nangis. Tabah gila kan.

but today, the same day that my bitch classmate make me cried last year
(waktu itu die berperangai spt bitch memfitnah org, tp dah insaf kot skang)
aku menangis.

Kenapa? aku pun x pasti mengapa... mayb sbb aku masih sakit, emosi ku x stabil.

Tp aku hampa...hampa pada diriku... Lemah & tak kuat.
Aku benci sbb aku lemah. hurm...

feeling so

Down. Stress. Sick. Die.

~ Tak Sihat...

2009-06-14T18:15:00.000+08:00

The Sya is currently tengah sakit. flu, fever & muntah2 juga..

sudah 2 days tidak makan apa2..
This is the best diet ever. AKA i'm STARVING, but everything tastes like mucus. ya,Gross. I know.

Saya sangat benci sakit !!
I've never had the bad flu before, and i now understand why everyone who has had it says that you basically want to die for 3 - 7 days. haha
Well, i'm on 2nd day, and everytime i think things are getting better, something new comes along like muntah2 on this morning. Benci lah~

Thus, esok kena kerja juga. Kerana sangat banyak kerja need to be settle..
*sigh*

P/S : As much as i love living alone, it's times like these that i wish my mom was in the same house with me. Her homemade chicken soup would do wonders for me right now... Rindu Mak!!

Kegembiraan tu Tuhan boleh tarik bile2 je Sya....

2009-06-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

owh..suke sgt weekend aritu, pg jln2, dating2, shopping2... amik ko Sya
Rase kan penangan selepas kegembiraan!!

Monday
- did calculation so badly. byk salah okey! smpi aku kena kira byk kali!!!
- proposal rejected (aku tak perlu comment pasal perkara ini. kalau aku comment aku rasa aku akan hantuk kepala sendiri kat dinding-tekanan oke?)

Tuesday
- kene mara dalam opis (padan muke kau, pergi makan2 lagik!)
- proposal di re-reject. &*^#&@!)*#%~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday
- Charming bg grammar test gara2 salah eja. sebut ape kawan2? he is standing IN the door. dem lar! salah IN dengan AT jer...
- Terpaksa train anak boss... yg poyo~~ ko budget terer, tp kira pun salah..dulu Matematik dapat 9 ye? terpaksa aku kira utk dia!! damn u

Tuesday
- Hurt somebody. oke okey..terlepas ckp la..kalo ko terasa mmg patut pe..btul la aku ckp tu. tp aku rasa bersalah jgk lorr!
- forgot to wish zaharah's Bufday.. Ah, pukul 9 mlm pun,still her birthday lorr...

personal life? don't get me started. tu lg tekanan!

So Sya, jangan suka sangat lain kali..sebab lepas tu mesti ko seksa.

~ Tak Layak

2009-06-09T22:45:00.001+08:00

Dan bila ade member yg baru putus cinta lepas ini... jangan ko mintak nasihat dari aku... Sebab aku mmg tak layak nak nasihatkan ko... ayat paling kerap yang aku akan bagi adalah :

"Sabar k...mungkin ada hikmahnya"

jadi, jgn cari aku kalo ko ada masalah cinta!. aku tak tahu penyelesaiannya. hahaha =P

~ The Sya is Marah~

2009-06-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hari ni betul2 rase macam nak...
hentak kepale orang 14 kali kat bucu meja.
Hentak sampai berdarah
macam la kau tu best sangat...
saiko. Gila. Bodoh

Woi.... hidup ni karma.
kau buat aku, nanti kau kena balik!

marah betul ni.

meow!

eh, silap.
ROARRRRRR!!!

~ My new name

2009-06-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

Well, recently I've got new name... cute sangat.. Nak tahu ? ? ?

Maisya

stand for :
Mama + isya

The new name that Mika called me.. Maisya...
Abah smile a lot...

~ ingat aku bodoh?

2009-05-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

i'm not ur fcuking toy. so stop playing with me.

i tak suka you..dah byk kali cakap, I TAK SUKA YOU!..
pwease la don't say that u love me... coz i TAK suka you...
boy, juz walk away from my life...
jgn la merimaskan aku...
Don't ever ym me again...
sebab... I TAK suka U..

kenapa?
coz I don't want to be ur fcuking toy!

Kawan2... help me...
Usz & Ayie..help me...
Si Charming..... help me!
my princess.... help me... die tak faham bahasa!!

~ Aku suka ini ~

2009-05-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

;D Aku suka sangat ini..aku rase ia cool...korang pulak? cube layan jap..disamping lirik dibawah ni

Semalam I call you, you tak answer
You kata you keluar - pergi dinner
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you
But when I call Tommy, he said it wasn't you

So I drove my car pergi Damansara
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola
Tapi bila I sampai you - you tak ada
Lagilah I jadi gila

So I call and call sampai you answer
You kata 'Sorry sayang, tadi tak dengar''
My phone was on silent - I was at the gym
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain

Sudahlah sayang I don't believe you
For since long that your words were never true
Why am I with u - I pun tak tahu
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you

So I guess that's the end of our story
Akhir kata, she accepted his apology
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too
With her ex-boyfriend's best friend - Tommy

~ Lawa?

2009-05-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

Di kala tengahari..menerima satu ym....

BUZZ!!!

Boy : lawa2 la member ko
MaZNie : so?
Boy : saje je memuji
Boy :
Boy : takbley?
Boy : tak nak kenal kan kat aku ke?
MaZNie : tak
Boy : ehkz..
Boy : nape?

sebab kau nak kenal dengan diorang sebab diorang LAWA.

p/s : Boy bukan nama sebenar

~ Frog vs Ugly Duckling

2009-05-15T22:54:00.000+08:00

Aiman: perempuan memang suka lelaki haruk ye?
Me: haruk? what's haruk?
Aiman: lelaki bukan2.
Me: hahaha. girls have to kiss a few frogs before they found their prince charming.
Aiman: so the ex-s are the frogs la?
Me: kinda..
Aiman: but i pun dapat perempuan bukan2.
Me: well guys have to kiss a few ugly duckling la kot before they found their princess. hahaha
Aiman: aaaa...*sengih*

hahahahhaa.. =P
so girls, are you with your frogs or with your prince charming?
a prince can always change back into a frog you know. :)

~ Ayie Cakap

2009-05-14T20:52:00.000+08:00

~Si Charming~

Ayie cakap

"or maybe he's in front of u..cume ko x nampak"

The Sya cakap

OR OR..maybe I'M in front of him..cume dia x nampak.
kan? kan? kan?

~ Best Therapy Ever

2009-05-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

betol cakap jeng. shopping memang dapat membuatkan kita lupa kat seseorang.
oleh itu boss, if u're reading this, please naikkan my gaji or allowance so that i can go shopping everyday.
heh. ok am not that spoiled.
so anyway..did my shopping today and sangaaattt gumbira dengan barangan yg dibeli.
shopping teraphy memang bestttttttttttt! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

~ Aku mcm dah takde keja je

2009-05-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

ade byk benda funny dalam dunia internet ni..
satu contoh.

*kantoi stalking*
ade sorang minah ni upload product skII punye gambar kat myspace dia.

pastu ade another minah comment:

"original ke ni? saye pun pakai product ni. bukan calang2 org boleh pakai kan?"

hahahahhaa...
kalau korang tak rasa kelakar, aku rasa kelakar..
sakit perut aku gelak..
adehhhhh...

yer kawan2..
aku memang banyak masa n aku takde keja (sbb bos aku xda)...
tu sebab aku jumpe benda2 camni.

ok lagik satu benda kelakar adelah..bile mereka upload gambar2 mereka dan letak caption seperti "macam chinese look kan saye?" hahahaha or or "comey tak kite?"

adoi......apekah sume ini?

~ Shakespeare punye Kisah Cinta dulu??

2009-05-06T11:39:00.000+08:00

haha... sape sempat bace post sebelum ini sile abaikan. bile dibace balek aku rase sangat pathetic.

menunggu romeo buat ape?

dia datang, dia sayang, dia cinta, dia bosan, dia pergi, kau mati pastu dia mati?

bodoh bodoh.

what happened to 'as long as i have my girls and my family, i'll be okay?'

ah. cinta romeo and juliet tu overrated.

ye. seorang bf mungkin cakap

'i sanggup buat ape je untuk u. mati untuk u pun i sanggup'.

my advice, leave him. dia tipu je tu. kau caya ke kalo lelaki ckp mcm tu?

~ Birthday oh birthday....

2009-05-04T21:01:00.000+08:00

happy 22nd birthday to myself !

i don't have nice words to say to me.. =P
but know that i have fwenz and they're the special people in my life..thanx for the cupcake girls...

( x nak mkn leh x? hehe =P)

also thx for the wish girls & everybody..

love you all so much!
i have fun on my Bday!!!!!!

p/s : thx kawan2.... sayam kamoo... muaawhhh....

~Sneak Peek - Konvokasyen & Dinner

2009-05-01T19:27:00.000+08:00

our own photoshoot (lah sangat) at the PD.
:D
more pictures in FB !

~ Sesat di internet ???

2009-04-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

i always got lost on the net!
i'm always lost in MPC.net forum.
now i'm lost in facebook!
everything is all over the place!
huwaaaaaaaa
eiii tak suke! tak suke!

kwn2... mari visit web ini... for pelajar & alumni politeknik malaysia
http://www.mypolycampus.net/

~ VIRUS perlu dihapuskan

2009-04-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

i pity to myself as my new notebook has been infected with those virus who actually do not want to go away from my notebook. seems like it wanna stay forever now. i'm rily ... arghh *banged my head to the table*. i'm not good at these kinda thing.

i'm not good with virus.
especially viruses that rily like to attack attack and attack but is really afraid to come forward and face the efffingg anti-virus.

when we run the anti-virus, it ran away. hide, cowardly.
when we are happy surfing the net, playing the computer games or downloading stuffs, here it goes again.

i seriously don't understand virus.
it's like...they are really brave attacking us, behind our back, but when we want to really see them, through the anti-virus that we have they run away. haih...

p/s: if you say, drop it or forget it..then just fckuing drop it and forget it..

~ Kita tak macam dulu dah. harap faham.

2009-04-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

we're not together anymore.
we can't be friends.
coz i know how u feel about me..
it's not my job to wipe your tears anymore..
it's not in my place to tell you everything is going to be okay..
i hope u understand.
this is not a good time.

i'm sorry coz cannot be there 4 u...
i really am..

kamoo tahu aku tujukan ini utk kamoo... but i really can't right now...
dude, nothing last forever!!! kamoo tggu aku, then i'll be ok...

aku juge sayang friendship itu...

~ blessed & loved

2009-04-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

do u have friends who are willing to get out of bed..
in the middle of the nite..
just to come n give u a hug because u feel down?

i do.
:)

Friend 1 : weh maz, aku bosan ah. jom jadi gf aku.
me : tak nak.
Friend 1: uih, awat pagi2 buta ang tak tidoq lagik ni?
me: sakit perut.
Friend 1: tunggu sat gi aku sampai. kita gi klinik.

me : aku da break
Friend 2: tunggu aku mandi jap.. jap lagik kita gi mkn ice cream eh?

Friend 3: kamoo buat ape!?
me: nk balek bangi.. kamoo free tak?
Friend 3: aku ada futsal la.. tp kamoo tunggu la jap lagik aku antakan.

wee...i'm so blessed! sangat sayang dengan mereka sume...:)

p/s : bestnye I have friends like that, and I'm lucky to have them as my bestfriends no matter how annoying they are :)

aku hargai mreka wlaupun kdg2 rasa nak bunuh mreka.... hehe~~ =P

~ Kalo ko tak stuju, tak pelah

2009-04-05T04:41:00.000+08:00

Teman: Kenapa asek2 aku je yg kene Maz? aku rase aku tak pernah buat kat org. tapi kenape org buat kat aku?
Me : Ntahlah..
Teman: Kau percaya karma kan?
Me : Aah.
Teman: Mungkin aku pernah buat kat org kot. aku je tak sedar.
Me : Mungkin gak. Atau mungkin org lain pernah buat. kau tak pernah tegur. last2 jadik kat kau balek. *hehe*
Teman: Adil ke tu?
Me : Mungkin sekarang tak. later mungkin adil.
Teman: Camne?

haha camne? bile nanti kau dah jumpe org yg lagik baik..baru kau rasa berterima kasih kat org yg lukakan hati kau tu. Ah. semuanya cinta je indah. cinta je indah. bile dah indah, sakit terduduk tu tak ingat dah. sebab tu bila kene tinggal kau terkapai2.

aku merapu. abaikan.

ok nasihat aku:
1) kau rasa kau selfish? kau pergi jauh2. tak elok mainkan perasaan org.
2) kau rasa kau suka org tu? kau bagitau. kalau kau tak suka, kau bagitau gak. tak elok mainkan perasaan org.
3) kau jangan nampak salah org je. mungkin diri kau pun ade kurang. ingat. hari ni kau buat org. nnt org buat kau balek, lagik sakit. tak elok mainkan perasaan org.
4) jangan mainkan perasaan org lah senang cite.

~ Lelaki Si Sweet Talker!!

2009-04-05T02:05:00.000+08:00

so a friend called. crying. telling me everything about her relationship with this guy (jerk, is what i call him). lesson 101 on starting a not-going-anywhere relationship, boys. DO NOT TELL HER THAT SHE'S YOUR EVERYTHING stupid.

'you, you la yg i paling sayang sekarang ni. i dah takde sape2 i ade you sorang je'

2 minutes later u're saying u're not looking for a relationship? ape bodo kau ni. i hate this kind of guy. you want the girl but u dont want to commit to her. u want her to always be there for you but suddenly u're saying u dont need a relationship rite now? ape kejadahnye kau ni.

don't hurt her stupid. don't hurt a women heart... *dush*

~ My Crazy little Angels

2009-04-02T00:33:00.000+08:00

these are the girls that will never ever burst my bubble. :)

spending time with them over the year was the best memory ever.
They made me laugh, the way i suppose to laugh. They made me smile, the way i suppose to smile.
And most importantly, they made me their pwincess. ahaks.
Even they called me princess. gile gedik ok!! =p
but thanks, for fitting your precious selves in my empty heart....
i love u girls so much..!!!!!!

~ Kehidupan yg Single

2009-04-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

abg farid : camne Maz skng?
me : ok je.
abg farid : maksud abg, sejak single ni.
me : OK JE!

tak paham ke?
OK! OK!
tak hebat. tak fabulous.
hidup aku...OK.

everything is OK... don't ever try to ask silly question coz i'm juz OK!!!

sekian, tQ

(p/s : x bley comment post ini ha)

~Anak Manja.. think twice la ngok!!

2009-03-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

si xda otak: hey.
me: helo.
si xda otak: i need to ask u something.
me: ok...
si xda otak: doesn't it pissed u off?
me: what?
si xda otak: your dad.
me: my DAD??
si xda otak: u're the middle child kan? it must be hard. competing with your sister.
me: ?
si xda otak: i bengang dengan abah i. there's this watch i want. he doesn't want to buy it for me. u mesti slalu kena macam ni kan?
me:*banged my head on the table* i tau u boleh buat ape.
si xda otak: ape??
me: pergi mati.

first, efff u dude! u're whining over a stupid watch? the old man gave u a brand new MyV and u're whining over a WATCH? stop being a fcuking spoiled brat and suck it up man. and don't u try to get me into this. yes, my dad didnt lay me a private jet, and i did not grow up (still not growing up) in gold. but he gave me food, he paid for my education and he gave me HOME.

get this. he has NEVER PAID for my topup. have u ever heard me whine? no. why? coz i'm thankful for what i have and what he had already given me. what he and my mom gave me. and for u to whine about ur old man not giving u a stupid watch when he had already paid for that stupid education in that stupid private college for his stupid son is just efffffingggg stupid!!!!!!!

why don't u do us all a favour.
kill urself.
world would be a better place without a spoiled brat like YOU!

~Melayu kah Aku?? ~

2009-03-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

1) MY TOP 10 FAVOURITE FOOD
- Nasi goreng ayam dekat Mat Zain. weeew - Kenny Roger's coleslaw - Mee goreng mamak Hassan - Nasi Putih Ayam Sup Utara - Everything from Pizza Hut (except for the seafood pizza) - chicken wing at IKEA - WENDY's (OMG) - KFC-coleslow again - Secret recipe- blueberry cheesecake... - mcFlurry oreo.

2) 10 THINGS I LOVE DOING
- shopping - sleeping - online - EATING - being HOME! - watching movie - HANGING OUT WITH GALS - watching gossip girl and desperate housewives - karaoke :D - travelling. (sangat suke oke. part sopink paling best!)

3) 5 types of girls that i adore
- girls who respect other girls - girls who don't have big mouth - girls who can say i'm sorry with not 'but..' - girls who can say go to hell (and really mean it)when she finds out her bf's cheating on her. - i adore girls who can sing. haha. cuz i suck at it. seriously.

4) 5 THINGS I LOVE DOING WHEN I'M FEELING DOWN
- sleep - sleep - and sleep again - sleep - press create new message and send 'jom lepak pwease' to those important.

5) 5 THINGS I LOVE DOING WHEN I'M HAPPY
- i laugh out loud...a hell LOUD. - i tease everyone around - i say smile to everyone - tell the world that i'm happy - i can do ANYTHING if i'm happy

6) 10 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
- respect me - be honest with me - win my family - win my friends - then - you - can - definitely - win - me :D

7) MY TOP 5 MOST FAVOURITE JUNK FOOD
- chachos (bbq flavour) - mister potatoes (tomato flavour) - twisties (tomato flavor) - - i only have 3

8) 5 THINGS I WISH IT COULD HAPPEN SOON
- all job DONE. huwaaaa...... - baba move in new house in muar so i can get his car...hehe - si charming says 'jom deting' hahaha - a job with a high salary ever!! - korea! korea! korea! wanna go there.. jeju island ;D

9) 10 RIDICULOUS THINGS I WISH TO DO B4 I DIE
- join MERCY and go to iraq - help the unlucky ones - do something really good for the society! - civilize as many people as i can - punch Mr A, sum1 who really broke my heart... - slap those who bitch a lot. hahah - go in front of sc and shout 'i like you. can't you see?' - omg, BUNGEE JUMPING!! - backpacking to europe with my loved ones! - go for shoeeeeeeeeeee shoppinggggggggggggggggggggggggg!

10) MY TOP 10 RECENTLY MOST ADDICTED SONG
- Jangan pisahkan (gile kan? haha) - Practically - Every - Song - By - Backstreet - Boys! - Bila rasaku ini rasamu - what - else ha??

11) 10 PERSON I WISH 2 TAG
- Azieya - ct - Mas - Asyud - Fadzly - Miss Yanie - Kak Izza - Kekasih gelapku - Hakim - My x-clasmate

~Makan2 kat Old Town Bangsar

2009-03-18T17:58:00.000+08:00

Sejak aku blacklist Oldtown kat Ampang Waterfront tuh (dah x g stu lg).... blacklist sbb waiter die krg ajar gile.... rindu gak nak mkn kat die punye french toast and hazelnut coffee... Bila tau kat Bangsar ade Old Town, aku&friend trus tukar angin kat ctu....Lepas gian aku nak mkn kat ctu..Cantik gak tempat tu...

Recently, g makan dgn asyud kat Oldtown white coffe kat bangsar south... i like the landscape there.. kalo g mlm mybe lg best....

hazelnut coffee.... rindu sgt kat kat kamoo, coffee..hahhaha =D

Me: OK la, not as good as the Nasi Lemak you get at various street stalls.
The fried chicken is not very tasty,not juicy and they gave me ribs instead of thigh which I asked. The sambal (chilly paste) is a little too sweet, don’t like it.

Asyud: The sambal is nice but a little too sweet.

French toast.... love it

Fuh, best giler la... aku advice if korg dok dkt2 mahupun jauh..leh g la..landscape lawo la...
Yang penting waiter die org melayu dan peramah...Oldtown management, kalo nak amik foreign worker, jgn yg kurang ajar...kasi training 200% supaya dpt capai kepuasan pelanggan...
jgn kurg ajar mcm kat ampang waterfront tuh...

Sekian, Terima Kasih...
~Selamat Menjamu Selera... mmm....nyum..nyummm....~

~Tak Mo Plastik KakaK!!~

2009-03-18T12:46:00.000+08:00

kawan2!
please use as little amount of plastics as you can. when u go to 7E or any kedai runcit and u only buy one item please say 'tayah plastik kak' (or bang, if the cashier's a guy).
we should go green people!

kalau stakat beli kit kat ngan air mineral pe jadahnye korang nak plastik! so tayah plastik2 ni.
we GO GREEN! weeeeeeeeee

~Octuplets' Mom

2009-03-18T12:24:00.000+08:00

I've been wanting to blog about octomom for a while now but I've been really busy with work. So, here goes. Ever since Nadya Suleman gave birth to her octuplets in January, the world has been in a frenzy. I mean, I understand where they are coming from. A woman who is divorced and unemployed who already has six children to care for. How can having 8 more make it easier? Well, apparently, with all the negativity flying towards her, somehow people are making her money. I just think that something is not right with the situation and there is definitely something fishy with her.

Yes, every woman would love to be a mother but to be single and having to care for 14 children is a bit crazy now don't you think? And the fact that you don't work to bring home the meat as they might say is not what a mother should be doing. It was bad enough that her mother had to help her care for her first six children. Now her father, Edward Doud who is a former Iraqi military man is going back to Iraq to work as a translator and a driver just to make sure that he can support his daughter and his 14 grandchildren.

When her father was asked by Oprah about what he think is going on with his daughter, his father did agree with most of the people around the world about his daughter being mentally ill. I mean, there's no other explanation for it. There couldn't possibly be right? I'm just hoping and praying that all of her children will be taken good care of. As for her, treatment would be the best thing right now.

You can check out her website here : Nadya Suleman Family .

~Quotation of the day~ part 2

2009-03-18T12:05:00.000+08:00

i'm just looking around yesterday...hang out at ampang point..yeah, i know, SALE... sumthing caugt my attention... i like it..but nak beli kena spent tremendous money... pikir2, nak konvo... ah,pedulikan saje... masih ade duit simpanan...but i'm happy to have it....

"jika sudah SALE, jangan tunggu lg, beli saja"

khas utk org yg suke shopping ni...
hahahaha =D

~money can buy love, but it can never buy BRAIN

2009-03-18T11:49:00.000+08:00

i'm currently watching Titanic at aimi's. yeah, lame. 'u jump i jump' Is that the best that u can come out with? ahaks. so anyway..something hit my head. Jack..being the 3rd class man that he is, has no money but clearly he has the brain. He knows what he wants to do with his life. 'To make everyday counts'

i do mean it u know. when i said a degree doesn't make u smart. well apparently money doesn't make u smart either. imagine having a boyfriend who inherits the tremendous amount of harta from his family but he doesn't have the brain. how? heheh.

i'm babbling. can't focus can't focus. will update more on this later. ta. :D

~Quotation of the day~ part 1

2009-03-18T03:38:00.000+08:00

"kapal terbang atas langit org leh rampas
ni awek org atas darat"

gempak gile la....maksudnye, lu pikir la sendri!!!
hahahha =)

baik anda bhati2 dijln raya juga diawan biru... ape aku merepek ni labu!!!

~Life is Eye oN MalaYsiA~

2009-03-18T01:39:00.001+08:00

~Life is Eye oN MalaYsiA~

twenty two years of life, fifteen years of observing, 10 years of thinking and 2 years of realizing have given me enough input of how people really are.

well, most people who are rich with their parents money or with their boyfriend's or girlfriend's money will always downgrade people who are not that lucky. you see, the money that they spent are not even theirs, why would they brag about it?

i mean, u're what, 10? and u claim urself as a high-status person who can't be friends with poor people? why don't u ask this to yourself.
is it YOU who are rich, or is it your PARENTS?
is it your BOYFRIEND who are rich, or is it his PARENTS?

but it is different if that person is rich on their own. they will not look down on people who are not that lucky
to own a car or to live in big houses.
why?
because they have been there once. they have the experience of living poor.n
they know how it feels when somebody who is so call
high-class person look down on them.

dealing with life is dealing with people. to deal with people you really2 have to be in that person’s shoes. (not literally) so if you can’t put yourselves in others’ shoes, stop living. full stop.